Just came back from CG. Felt recharged as it has been long since I really let go of everything. Ever since entering uni, attending church and cg and youth has been like a chore more than fun. It's like I am there for the sake of fulfilling a duty. Sometimes, I even go MIA. I have been dry and I wont be shy to admit it. Somehow I am just seeking to be replugged into that power supply, God but I kept using my own strength thus effort proves to be vain.
But today, things took change. I enjoy people's presence but I was reminded of God's presence. Spending some time alone with the Almighty as Moses always do when he withdraw to his tent outside the main camp. I lacked that quality time with God and constantly think I can do better, but ended up being disappointed. I put in very little effort yet I expect to sow a good results. However, God's grace has definitely been good that I am still hanging in there for good results. It may not be the best but sometimes it certainly isnt what I deserve. Haha. I know I need the presence of others to recharge me and I know I need Him more to supply me with energy. Once again, I am on the move. I will do my best, be grateful and rock on!
Friday, October 30, 2009
Dreamy Me..
Finished 3 papers for my finals so far. Don't think I did very well for my survey earlier this morning. It's really tiring to see people soar higher than you sometimes or maybe I am just expecting a little too much with very little effort. Haha. I really don't know what's gonna happen but guess I just have to work harder. People, pray for me ya! 2 more papers. I have seen beyond the results after STPM, or so I thought. I am still putting too much emphasis on being top of the bunch once again. Aih~ Time to shed off this sort of thinking and just work more, talk less I guess. Dreamy me! Out!
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Time Warp
Bravo to all PMR students for completing the first public exam in secondary school. Next up is SPM and for some, probably STPM. Hm, 5 years back, I took my PMR. Forward to 2 years later, came SPM. And fast forward another 2 years, I finished STPM. Now, I am finishing my 1st semester in university. 1 down, 7 more to go. I havent been updating much since entering Uni, firstly because the line sometimes sucks and secondly, I seem to lost the touch for blogging. But somehow, a feeling overwhelm me today to try and blog a long long post. Hehe. So bear with me if you are reading this.
Apparently the older you grow, the faster you feel time passes by. In a blink of an eye, I am left with 7 semesters to go, like what I have just said. Next week will be a study week for me with 3 weeks of final examinations after that. I thank God for placing me here in Skudai. It was really great to have a church and its members to take care of my growth, both spiritually and emotionally. Still looking around to see how I can serve better, so for Hebronites, thank you. I know I am always MIA but I still love you all! Haha.
Currently, I am reading a book called A Month To Live, talking about how you should spend your life when you have a month left. Frankly, living everyday as if it's your last, definitely is much more fruitful. You waste less one second, build one more relationship and bless and extra soul if you really go all out to love. I am always feeling slackish and tired but I know if I am plugged into the POWER source of all, I will be doing fine. I still fall now and then but God never fails to pick me up. Thank God for a really cool bunch of coursemates too, not forgetting the really great seniors that I have, from different faculties. Currently I am involved in AIESEC, debating club and also IK in uni. Uni life really is sweet, however there is still a lazy bug in me that needs some sorting out. So please support me with all your prayers=)
As for my status, well, I am still single and seeking. Haha. I know, Joanne will be so fired up to see this. I just said I am seeking, not taking actions. Singlehood is fun at the same time, a bit challenging. Seeing your friends pairing up as time pass by, is kind of a weird feeling. Haha. Oh well, like every wise old man will say YOUR TIME WILL COME so I can just wait? haha.
I am definitely feeling time is really flying. From joining YMI at the start of the year till now, finishing 2009. It's amazing how much I have learned in a year. It's also amazing how I am slacking off in faith within 2-3 months. Transition from teens to young adult isnt all about fun. It's about growing up, responsibility. I see a lot of changes ever since I left Kluang, for better or worse. So for Kluangites who are struggling, I am here supporting you all! Remember, ACCEPTANCE not TOLERANCE is the key to problem-less, not problemless..meaning less prob life. Just like how our Father in Heaven accepts our shortcomings. Argh.. I guess I have nagged long enough
Finally, STPM and SPM candidates, all the best! Remember, it isn't just about As. It's about giving your best. Regardless of what you got, you know that is all you gave, so no regrets. I fell from strings of As to no A in STPM. It's truly by His grace I am where I am, doing what I want. So have faith, give thanks and rock the school! For uni students, all the best for finals and hope to see you all real soon during sem break. I definitely miss you people. You know who you are! :P
Apparently the older you grow, the faster you feel time passes by. In a blink of an eye, I am left with 7 semesters to go, like what I have just said. Next week will be a study week for me with 3 weeks of final examinations after that. I thank God for placing me here in Skudai. It was really great to have a church and its members to take care of my growth, both spiritually and emotionally. Still looking around to see how I can serve better, so for Hebronites, thank you. I know I am always MIA but I still love you all! Haha.
Currently, I am reading a book called A Month To Live, talking about how you should spend your life when you have a month left. Frankly, living everyday as if it's your last, definitely is much more fruitful. You waste less one second, build one more relationship and bless and extra soul if you really go all out to love. I am always feeling slackish and tired but I know if I am plugged into the POWER source of all, I will be doing fine. I still fall now and then but God never fails to pick me up. Thank God for a really cool bunch of coursemates too, not forgetting the really great seniors that I have, from different faculties. Currently I am involved in AIESEC, debating club and also IK in uni. Uni life really is sweet, however there is still a lazy bug in me that needs some sorting out. So please support me with all your prayers=)
As for my status, well, I am still single and seeking. Haha. I know, Joanne will be so fired up to see this. I just said I am seeking, not taking actions. Singlehood is fun at the same time, a bit challenging. Seeing your friends pairing up as time pass by, is kind of a weird feeling. Haha. Oh well, like every wise old man will say YOUR TIME WILL COME so I can just wait? haha.
I am definitely feeling time is really flying. From joining YMI at the start of the year till now, finishing 2009. It's amazing how much I have learned in a year. It's also amazing how I am slacking off in faith within 2-3 months. Transition from teens to young adult isnt all about fun. It's about growing up, responsibility. I see a lot of changes ever since I left Kluang, for better or worse. So for Kluangites who are struggling, I am here supporting you all! Remember, ACCEPTANCE not TOLERANCE is the key to problem-less, not problemless..meaning less prob life. Just like how our Father in Heaven accepts our shortcomings. Argh.. I guess I have nagged long enough
Finally, STPM and SPM candidates, all the best! Remember, it isn't just about As. It's about giving your best. Regardless of what you got, you know that is all you gave, so no regrets. I fell from strings of As to no A in STPM. It's truly by His grace I am where I am, doing what I want. So have faith, give thanks and rock the school! For uni students, all the best for finals and hope to see you all real soon during sem break. I definitely miss you people. You know who you are! :P
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