3Ms...

Been almost a week since the last entry on Eden's Day.So here I am, in front of the pc blogging when I so should be studying. Hehe. Muet exam is on thursday, speaking while the rest will be on saturday. A little nervous thinking about it. Fuh~

Well, the 3Ms I've mentioned in my title is not MEMBACA,MENGIRA and MENULIS. But rather, Master,Mission and Mate. A little something from Ryan's blog. It got me pondering on my life a little. Yes, no doubt I have known who my Master is but my Mission? No idea at all. It's like I am still trying to figure out what purpose am I here for? What are my gifts? How can I help people around me? What's the real motive behind every actions of mine? Questions after questions just popped up. Hm, the biggest of it all..HOW DO I KNOW WHAT MY MISSION IS?

I guess this is like a process in life, where we have to go through one stage before another. 1st, locating your Master, then your Mission and lastly your Mate. You cant go around without focus and orders from your Master and all the more you cant have a Mate unless you know what you want in life, right? Well, yours truly, me tend to love to skip the 2nd stage and advance to the 3rd. You would have most probably heard me saying I am looking for a gf more than I've said I am looking for a mission. Man, that's so wrong. I know and I insaf already. Haha.

Well, I guess in order to realise what my Mission is, I need to spend more time with my Master and try to learn more of Him. Our God is truly a faithful and great God. Every session of church, YF, prayer or just simply chilling with some great men who have walked with God certainly does amazed me. I envy and I do not deny I want to reach that level, but I guess all this cant be rushed. Hm..

Gotta copy something from Ryan:

Do I Want A Girlfriend?

YES!YES!YES!

But I guess before that I need to know what my Mission is, and I am single but NOT YET AVAILABLE. Something sad, right? Well, life goes on..ARGH!

Yet Another...

Today is 1st of May,which happens to be Labour Day.A day where every workers(includingt students) get a rest from the daily stress.So,yours truly got a day off.But wait,1st of May also coincide with a very important day,at least for Kluangites.Today is Eden's Day!A year had passed since my entry about Eden's Day last year.Once again,the grand event most of us were looking forward to took place today at the same place,Kg Paya Hall.There was a lot of food,fun and performances taking place right there this morning.The hall was packed with people as they kept flocking into the places.

Speaking about special things at the event,2 little kids actually won the Love Sandwich Making Contest.Very admirable,right?Both of them are brothers and the sons of Ps Paul,the "boss" in Eden.I met quite a number of my teachers and also many friends whom I have not seen for a while.Hm,some really fantastic food like the famous barney's spaghetti,vietnamese mee,japanese sushi and even curry mee.The bands were fantastic.One of them actually changed the ryhthm of Keranamu Malaysia,making it a rap and rock song.The band happened to be none other than our very own Youth Ablaze,under the leadership of Cheng Yee this year.Ryan,Lydia,Merv and Mich also came back.Faces that have been missing for awhile.It was great having the big family back together!

Well,as usual I performed puppet once again.I was also a clown again.Haha.It wasnt part of my initial plan to be a clown but well,somehow I took up the job again.It wasnt as good as the 1st time I "clowned".Well,I seem to lost a little of the joy that I am supposed to have,cant seem to share it around.Got to find the joy back.Overall,I scraped through today with a few kids being scared,NONE CRIED.I watched Spider-man 3 last year around this time.This year around it's Iron Man on the big screen.Anybody interested?

Yet another day to go down into memories.Eden's Day had and will be an event that brings tonnes of fun and joy!

S.M.I.L.E

I've learnt the art of counting days since entering form 6.Haha.So fast and it will be the month of May,mid year is approaching.A little stressed out?On the contrary,the lower 6 students will be coming in.How time flies.I still remembered posting about my form 6 registration and about school last year.What kind of juniors will I get?What kind of seniors will I be?Excited and nervous at the same time..Hehe.

When you grow older,you tend to face with more problems and you have to learn to resolve them.This truth is getting more and more real as we grow older,from day to day.Somehow,I dont like to accept this fact but at the same time I cant run away.Some,if not most of my friends seem stressed out,whether by studies or personal stuffs.I wonder if this situation only happens during teenage years?

I began to wonder if I am a hypocrite?Like I have said many times,I tend to talk the talk,but seldom walk the walk.My friends said I am deep,someone whom others cant seem to figure out.I dont agree but I dont deny that too.Contradicting with myself.Haha.Well,I've watched a few programmes lately and pondered about a question "What's the definition of HAPPINESS?"

To some,it meant chasing after monetary luxury while to others,it may mean staying together with people they love.It's just so abstract that there seems to be no specific word to describe it.I cant help but think about how some people could be so easily contented with just a simple life.Some would even find joy in helping others.There are also a group of people who dwelled in moodiness and blamed everyone for everything that happens.Whatever it is,only we ourselves can discover what does this simple word really meant to us.

I do believe somehow,a smile will always make a huge difference.Therefore everyone,smile more!There's alot of things in this world worth to be happy about.Stressed out you may be,but as long as you can smile,things will never seem impossible.

Gambatte to myself and all of you!Ah..time for nap!haha

I Am Back!

Hola!I am back to the on9 world!It's been 3 days since I last on9 and my computer had finally came back from the factory this afternoon.I certainly do miss it!Right,so what has been happening?I scratched my car,again!Been wasting my time as usual and going through certain stuffs.

Well,news came by about Mr Nada's death this morning and it pretty much shocked the school.However,some people can actually still joke about it.I don't know if I am guilty of doing it too but I guessed he deserved our last respect.It just took another hit at me that life is very fragile.Every second you have here on earth ought not be wasted.You never really know what will happen the next moment you turned around.I have been learning a lot of things the hard way and I am really not making much progress here.Time to take one thing at a time.8 more months,how much can I make out of it?

TZH is officially sick free,though still with a little bit of cough.

Figure Out..

I've figured out I am actually pretty good with words.I've figured out I have been blessed with the ability to speak and communicate better than others.I've figured out I am pretty good at analysing situations or problems.I've figured out I can actually do something if I put my heart to it,achieving what others may deemed impossible.

I've also figured out I am a rash guy,doing and saying things without thinking.I've also figured out I always do or say certain things from my point of view,what I felt is correct and not spare a thoughts about others.I've also figured out the way I talked hurts others and sometimes,if not most boastful.I've also figured out I am fast to speak and slow to listen.

I've figured all that out.So,what's next?

It's time to make the best use and minimise or cut off the bad habits of my "gifts"...

Frustration..

I know it's rather funny trying to vent my frustration here,in my blog.It's sort of like trying to gain attention but I aint.It's just I want to get certain things off and I have no better ways to channel it.Certain things are really just driving me nuts.It's tiring pretending everything is all right,putting up a brave front that I am always a cheerful guy.Argh!!!!!!I just feel like shouting out right now!Studies,family,faith and so much more.All these problems seem to continue to add on,like a snowball,growing bigger and bigger.Lord,I need Your strength to pull through,You wisdom to solve problems.If you happen to see a quieter version of me,don't be shocked.It's just me trying to give myself some space.PLUS I am still sick..

Footprints...

I think most,if not all of us have been to the seaside or a beach,right?Nothing beats a slow walk by the sea,with the cool sea breeze blowing right at you.It's just so relaxing.Well,have you ever notice the footprints you left behind on the sand while you were walking?

Someonce once said that every steps we take in life will leave footprints in the lifes of others.In other words,every action we take will certainly have its impact on one party or another.This obeys Newton's 3rd law of motion which states EVERY ACTION HAS A REACTION.Haha!This leads me to think that friends are like people who walk on the sand,leaving footprints on it.Who's the sand?We all are.Everyday of our lifes is like a diary being filled up,with different people leaving behind different footprints in our life.All the more we should treasure each and everyone of them,right?

Friendship is a special kind of relationship,built on a simple word called TRUST.Though the word may be simple,it's hard to really put it into practice.It's human nature to be protective over oneself and be wary of people around us,thus leading to us not putting total trust in people.Should this really be the way?Jesus have stated that we should Love Others Like Ourselves.Do you doubt yourself?I don't think so.I believe every single person that comes into our lives are not by chance.Sometimes we tend to outcast certain people in our lives,for any reason that is.I guess that's not something very nice to do but we are all guilty of it,right?Perhaps we should try to take off the 'spectacles' we have and try to mix around?Argh!Easy to say but hard to do..

Back to footprints.Sometimes we are walking at such a fast pace that we tend to forget to look behind,not just at our footprints but people and things we have missed out on.We tend to think the faster we reached the destination,or goal,the better it is.But if we force ourselves to walk at such a pace that we overlook other things,that's not something good hey?Or that we force ourselves to walk at other people's pace,we will end up being nowhere and crash badly.So,take your time in this stroll of life.Of course,don't take life as a lazy Sunday drive.Walk at a pace you are comfortable with and leave some really longlasting footprints in the lifes of others.

I don't really know what I am posting this.Just felt like it.It's sorta like a combination of the little stuffs I have written in each and every blogpost of mine.Just a random one..:)