Just came back from CG. Felt recharged as it has been long since I really let go of everything. Ever since entering uni, attending church and cg and youth has been like a chore more than fun. It's like I am there for the sake of fulfilling a duty. Sometimes, I even go MIA. I have been dry and I wont be shy to admit it. Somehow I am just seeking to be replugged into that power supply, God but I kept using my own strength thus effort proves to be vain.
But today, things took change. I enjoy people's presence but I was reminded of God's presence. Spending some time alone with the Almighty as Moses always do when he withdraw to his tent outside the main camp. I lacked that quality time with God and constantly think I can do better, but ended up being disappointed. I put in very little effort yet I expect to sow a good results. However, God's grace has definitely been good that I am still hanging in there for good results. It may not be the best but sometimes it certainly isnt what I deserve. Haha. I know I need the presence of others to recharge me and I know I need Him more to supply me with energy. Once again, I am on the move. I will do my best, be grateful and rock on!
Friday, October 30, 2009
Dreamy Me..
Finished 3 papers for my finals so far. Don't think I did very well for my survey earlier this morning. It's really tiring to see people soar higher than you sometimes or maybe I am just expecting a little too much with very little effort. Haha. I really don't know what's gonna happen but guess I just have to work harder. People, pray for me ya! 2 more papers. I have seen beyond the results after STPM, or so I thought. I am still putting too much emphasis on being top of the bunch once again. Aih~ Time to shed off this sort of thinking and just work more, talk less I guess. Dreamy me! Out!
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Time Warp
Bravo to all PMR students for completing the first public exam in secondary school. Next up is SPM and for some, probably STPM. Hm, 5 years back, I took my PMR. Forward to 2 years later, came SPM. And fast forward another 2 years, I finished STPM. Now, I am finishing my 1st semester in university. 1 down, 7 more to go. I havent been updating much since entering Uni, firstly because the line sometimes sucks and secondly, I seem to lost the touch for blogging. But somehow, a feeling overwhelm me today to try and blog a long long post. Hehe. So bear with me if you are reading this.
Apparently the older you grow, the faster you feel time passes by. In a blink of an eye, I am left with 7 semesters to go, like what I have just said. Next week will be a study week for me with 3 weeks of final examinations after that. I thank God for placing me here in Skudai. It was really great to have a church and its members to take care of my growth, both spiritually and emotionally. Still looking around to see how I can serve better, so for Hebronites, thank you. I know I am always MIA but I still love you all! Haha.
Currently, I am reading a book called A Month To Live, talking about how you should spend your life when you have a month left. Frankly, living everyday as if it's your last, definitely is much more fruitful. You waste less one second, build one more relationship and bless and extra soul if you really go all out to love. I am always feeling slackish and tired but I know if I am plugged into the POWER source of all, I will be doing fine. I still fall now and then but God never fails to pick me up. Thank God for a really cool bunch of coursemates too, not forgetting the really great seniors that I have, from different faculties. Currently I am involved in AIESEC, debating club and also IK in uni. Uni life really is sweet, however there is still a lazy bug in me that needs some sorting out. So please support me with all your prayers=)
As for my status, well, I am still single and seeking. Haha. I know, Joanne will be so fired up to see this. I just said I am seeking, not taking actions. Singlehood is fun at the same time, a bit challenging. Seeing your friends pairing up as time pass by, is kind of a weird feeling. Haha. Oh well, like every wise old man will say YOUR TIME WILL COME so I can just wait? haha.
I am definitely feeling time is really flying. From joining YMI at the start of the year till now, finishing 2009. It's amazing how much I have learned in a year. It's also amazing how I am slacking off in faith within 2-3 months. Transition from teens to young adult isnt all about fun. It's about growing up, responsibility. I see a lot of changes ever since I left Kluang, for better or worse. So for Kluangites who are struggling, I am here supporting you all! Remember, ACCEPTANCE not TOLERANCE is the key to problem-less, not problemless..meaning less prob life. Just like how our Father in Heaven accepts our shortcomings. Argh.. I guess I have nagged long enough
Finally, STPM and SPM candidates, all the best! Remember, it isn't just about As. It's about giving your best. Regardless of what you got, you know that is all you gave, so no regrets. I fell from strings of As to no A in STPM. It's truly by His grace I am where I am, doing what I want. So have faith, give thanks and rock the school! For uni students, all the best for finals and hope to see you all real soon during sem break. I definitely miss you people. You know who you are! :P
Apparently the older you grow, the faster you feel time passes by. In a blink of an eye, I am left with 7 semesters to go, like what I have just said. Next week will be a study week for me with 3 weeks of final examinations after that. I thank God for placing me here in Skudai. It was really great to have a church and its members to take care of my growth, both spiritually and emotionally. Still looking around to see how I can serve better, so for Hebronites, thank you. I know I am always MIA but I still love you all! Haha.
Currently, I am reading a book called A Month To Live, talking about how you should spend your life when you have a month left. Frankly, living everyday as if it's your last, definitely is much more fruitful. You waste less one second, build one more relationship and bless and extra soul if you really go all out to love. I am always feeling slackish and tired but I know if I am plugged into the POWER source of all, I will be doing fine. I still fall now and then but God never fails to pick me up. Thank God for a really cool bunch of coursemates too, not forgetting the really great seniors that I have, from different faculties. Currently I am involved in AIESEC, debating club and also IK in uni. Uni life really is sweet, however there is still a lazy bug in me that needs some sorting out. So please support me with all your prayers=)
As for my status, well, I am still single and seeking. Haha. I know, Joanne will be so fired up to see this. I just said I am seeking, not taking actions. Singlehood is fun at the same time, a bit challenging. Seeing your friends pairing up as time pass by, is kind of a weird feeling. Haha. Oh well, like every wise old man will say YOUR TIME WILL COME so I can just wait? haha.
I am definitely feeling time is really flying. From joining YMI at the start of the year till now, finishing 2009. It's amazing how much I have learned in a year. It's also amazing how I am slacking off in faith within 2-3 months. Transition from teens to young adult isnt all about fun. It's about growing up, responsibility. I see a lot of changes ever since I left Kluang, for better or worse. So for Kluangites who are struggling, I am here supporting you all! Remember, ACCEPTANCE not TOLERANCE is the key to problem-less, not problemless..meaning less prob life. Just like how our Father in Heaven accepts our shortcomings. Argh.. I guess I have nagged long enough
Finally, STPM and SPM candidates, all the best! Remember, it isn't just about As. It's about giving your best. Regardless of what you got, you know that is all you gave, so no regrets. I fell from strings of As to no A in STPM. It's truly by His grace I am where I am, doing what I want. So have faith, give thanks and rock the school! For uni students, all the best for finals and hope to see you all real soon during sem break. I definitely miss you people. You know who you are! :P
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Recharged!
The Raya holidays has come to an end. A long 11 days break from lectures,tutorials and notes was quite fun. Yours truly have alot to complete but choose to have fun,work later. This theory definitely is not a good one thus people, do not follow! Haha. Well, it was definitely great to catch up once more with so many friends. Everyone is busy with everything and as time passes by, we seldom see each other. It was definitely a great time sleeping at home and eating all the good food too! People say when you are in uni, you slim down. That statement does not apply to me at any point!
Well, will be heading back to UTM tomorrow. Lots of test coming. Fuh!!! At least I had my share of fun and shopping the past week. I went KL to meet up with my sister and donated a little to charity. Had late night yum chas session again. Not forgetting a small gathering at my house. Aw..The sweet things that was such a norm during the 6 months break. I wish everyone here happy schooling once more! And for those travelling, a safe journey back!
Well, will be heading back to UTM tomorrow. Lots of test coming. Fuh!!! At least I had my share of fun and shopping the past week. I went KL to meet up with my sister and donated a little to charity. Had late night yum chas session again. Not forgetting a small gathering at my house. Aw..The sweet things that was such a norm during the 6 months break. I wish everyone here happy schooling once more! And for those travelling, a safe journey back!
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Selamat Hari Raya~
A very Selamat Hari Raya to every Malaysians and all my Muslim friends. As we are 1Malaysia, all of us should celebrate on this joyous festival. Hehe. Yours truly is home after 3 weeks. A good improvement from being a PBSM. So, a little update on what I have done so far.
I have had my 2nd calculus test last Friday, hopefully I did okay. Had a steamboat outing with coursemates, that Saturday night was great and I hope I did not screw up the outing. I need to learn to handle my thoughts better and also to be a better friend. Am still learning and growing. Well, Sunday was church service. I know, finally I went to Hebron for Sunday service. The previous Sunday I was in Cyberjaya MMU for a competition. I managed to catch up with Gideon too while I was there. Hehe.
Well, I had a dream the other day that God is saying let MY timing be yours. So I guessed that sort of answer a lot questions that I have been wanting to ask and things I want to do. I think I am just gonna enjoy my time and walk every step as He guide. In the meantime, people, have fun!
I have had my 2nd calculus test last Friday, hopefully I did okay. Had a steamboat outing with coursemates, that Saturday night was great and I hope I did not screw up the outing. I need to learn to handle my thoughts better and also to be a better friend. Am still learning and growing. Well, Sunday was church service. I know, finally I went to Hebron for Sunday service. The previous Sunday I was in Cyberjaya MMU for a competition. I managed to catch up with Gideon too while I was there. Hehe.
Well, I had a dream the other day that God is saying let MY timing be yours. So I guessed that sort of answer a lot questions that I have been wanting to ask and things I want to do. I think I am just gonna enjoy my time and walk every step as He guide. In the meantime, people, have fun!
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Summer Holidays!
Well, studying in Malaysia doesnt exactly let you experience 4 seasons but since it's summer over in the northern hemisphere so I thought of telling what happened throughout the month of August. I had my 1st test in UTM, faring okay for every paper I took. Next test coming in a week's time. Haha!
Well, besides test I have had a lot of fun too hence the title! Firstly, I attended Hebron's Church Camp and it was great. Austin Hill Golf Resort rocks! We played paintball, jacuzzi and some indoor games. It was superbly great with great prices to pay especially paintball. Haha. It was great being able to spend time with Ezra and gang too. Dr Simon Locke, the speaker is still as good as ever with his messages. Pastor Daniel proposed to his long time gf and that definitely is the highlight of the whole camp! Hm, this weekend might be making a trip to Malacca and the next, staying in JB. So technically I havent gone home or wont be going home for quite awhile. Hehe.
Till then, stay tuned!
Well, besides test I have had a lot of fun too hence the title! Firstly, I attended Hebron's Church Camp and it was great. Austin Hill Golf Resort rocks! We played paintball, jacuzzi and some indoor games. It was superbly great with great prices to pay especially paintball. Haha. It was great being able to spend time with Ezra and gang too. Dr Simon Locke, the speaker is still as good as ever with his messages. Pastor Daniel proposed to his long time gf and that definitely is the highlight of the whole camp! Hm, this weekend might be making a trip to Malacca and the next, staying in JB. So technically I havent gone home or wont be going home for quite awhile. Hehe.
Till then, stay tuned!
Saturday, August 22, 2009
No Reason To Fail
Yet another little look into another week of my life. Yes, I know, it's not very interesting nor is it very attractive however, I will still update. Haha. The week has been surrounded by rumours that UTM will be closing due to the influenza A(H1N1) which did not materialise. Lectures went on as usual, with yet another day of surveying in the hot sun. Everyone came back to hostel with laptops they bought last weekend at the pc fair so the study room is now literally a cybercafe at night. Haha.
Moving on to something interesting, I took a taxi to Sri Putri as usual to catch a bus home. On the way, I had a little conversatiob with the uncle. He asked what course am I doing and is it my choice. For the latter, I answered yes and what he said next suddenly just struck me there.
"OHh, macam tu NO REASON TO FAIL lar..." and bla bla bla. What he said is indeed very true. In life, when we chose to do what we love and like and really enjoy doing, there's no reason to fail or rather to hold us back, right? No doubts, setbacks will be there but we will pull through because it's something we enjoy and we made that DECISION which leads me to what I want to say next, THERE IS NO RIGHT OR WRONG DECISION nor is there GOOD OR BAD DECISION but there's only YOUR's OR THEIR's DECISION. People tend to get influence by many factors such as friends, parents and better future in pursuing the course or doing things they want. So to all SPM-ers and STPM-ers or even uni students, go for something you have a passion for. May it be cooking, singing or doing engineering. It's about finding where God wants you to be and what you really want. If doing something doesnt bring peace or enjoyment to you, then think again if that's really worth it. Life's too short to live other people's decision and life for them..>.<
Well, just a little thought from TZH after a long while. For your information, I am enjoying what I am studying so yea..no complains! Hehe!
Moving on to something interesting, I took a taxi to Sri Putri as usual to catch a bus home. On the way, I had a little conversatiob with the uncle. He asked what course am I doing and is it my choice. For the latter, I answered yes and what he said next suddenly just struck me there.
"OHh, macam tu NO REASON TO FAIL lar..." and bla bla bla. What he said is indeed very true. In life, when we chose to do what we love and like and really enjoy doing, there's no reason to fail or rather to hold us back, right? No doubts, setbacks will be there but we will pull through because it's something we enjoy and we made that DECISION which leads me to what I want to say next, THERE IS NO RIGHT OR WRONG DECISION nor is there GOOD OR BAD DECISION but there's only YOUR's OR THEIR's DECISION. People tend to get influence by many factors such as friends, parents and better future in pursuing the course or doing things they want. So to all SPM-ers and STPM-ers or even uni students, go for something you have a passion for. May it be cooking, singing or doing engineering. It's about finding where God wants you to be and what you really want. If doing something doesnt bring peace or enjoyment to you, then think again if that's really worth it. Life's too short to live other people's decision and life for them..>.<
Well, just a little thought from TZH after a long while. For your information, I am enjoying what I am studying so yea..no complains! Hehe!
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