17th year alive..

I know I am being abit self obssesd with this post.I believe I always have been.>.< Comes tomorrow and I will be officially SEVENTEEN.SEVENTEEN, an age I consider some sort of a point of transition in my life. Unlike most of my 17 years old friends who will be sitting for their SPM this year, I already took mine last. I can also get my license this year. I can drink liquor in another year's time too! Of course, all these are the so-called advantages that comes as you grow older. Besides these stuffs, something else called responsibility grows too. At my age, I do believe that every decision I made can no longer be as easy as it was. In the past, I can be ver carefree and bother about the consequences after I did something. I realised I could no longer do that nowadays. For every action, there is a reaction. I can no longer say that I am not mature and getting into and out of troubles like before anymore. I don't know for sure if that's a good thing for me?

What I do know is I am grateful having lived for 17 years till now and I do believe that these past 17 years have not been in vain for I learnt and grew alot.Some lessons are painful while memories is always sweet. I have just finished watching the series "1 LITRE OF TEARS". Guess what, at the age of 17 Kitou Aya has begun losing ability to walk and even talk. That makes me even more grateful that I am healthy both physically and mentally and I really am thankful to God for that.:)

Just being alive is such a wonderfully and lovely thing,isnt it?

p/s:I am not asking for presents..but if you do consider yourself a friend, do give me 1 or 2..hehe..:P