THINK BEFORE YOU ACT!!!!!!!

I was shocked by the news of a massacre in Virginia Tech,one of the noted higher education centre in the United States.A senior student had killed 32 students in the school and then commited suicide.At first glance,I thought he could not handle the pressure of studies but what I discovered later was pretty shocking!

It seems that he was a loner and was badly ill treated by his friends.They humiliated him and did alot of the unthinkables.He became who he was partly because of what he had gone through and that made me felt guilty for I had at times too did some real joker stuffs to my friends,just for the sake of amusing myself and others.What happened this time round make me ponder..IS IT REALLY THAT FUN TO BUILD YOUR HAPPINESS OR AMUSEMENT OM SOMEONE'S PAIN?This is a very very clear reminder of how we should act and think before acting for what we did could leave a huge impact on someone,whether good or bad.

Through this matter and from what a friend told me,we must look out for friends who are lonely and who might be suffering from some problems.Instead of rubbing salt into their wounds or leaving them alone,we must and need to look into their needs.

Words and actions can be nice and sweet or harmful and poisonous.Which way do u choose?

hola every1!

I am back!So,did anyone missed me?I bet you all did!Haha..just joking!Well,so I made my way to KL via train on Thursday,scheduled to leave at 10.54 am.Guess wat?The stupid KTM train was 45 minutes late!And it took me 7 long hours before reaching KL.How efficient is our train system har!But through the train journey,I noticed alot of squatter areas and some of it looks kinda bad.There was something funny though.A guy posted for some foreigners on the train to take picture as he waited in front of the "tiang" of the railway road with a peace sign..Hehe

Well,I went to One Utama on the 1st night and ate TGI Friday!Man,what a feast and I must say..the food is..one word..nice!!!!!!!Haha.Then went back to my sis's place and just lepak before going for supper at OldTown coffeeshop.Then went back and tidur.The next day went to KLCC for the skybridge visit and to the pc fair.The skybrigde visit was weird though.My sis,her bf and I were the only Malaysian on our turn,the rest were all ang-mohs!Hehe..Then went to Halo Cafe to drink and hear songs performed by live bands.

Saturday was great as I went to a concert in Genting Highlands by Ronald Cheng and Edmund Leung.Great concert I must say and there was also this Thai festival going on.Kinda have fun and today I am back!Home sweeet home!hehe..Hope to post some pictures of the concert on my next post..:P

journey on~

Hehe..I'll be off to KL for 4 days beginning tomorrow.Will be back by Sunday la..so this blog will be dead for 4 days and also my msn messenger too.Finally,a day when i never on9..Haha..So,bye all and take care ya!

p/s:Dun miss me ya!

why?

OK,so I did a mistake on Friday and went harsh on my words.I apologise for that but why it is that some people still could not get over it?I mean,I don't really am blaming them but why it is that whenever we are scolded,we would blame the other fella but not ourselves?I dont really want to post this but there is just an attitude out there we need to change,including myself.I guess I need to resolve this problem myself..after all,the bible stated we are supposed to try 70 x 7 times.Sorry to everyone I have offended through my words.

hm...

Well,I have nothing better to do so decided to post something.I went and helped out to clean up the new home for Agape Shelter yesterday along with members of the leo club and some aunties and uncles.This new house is huge!It really is HUGE!3 storeys with a bsaement,10 rooms,5 toilets and a living room as big as a hall!!!!It used to belong to Dato Teoh smtg smtg and his family which was a very big and famous family in Kluang,I think...

The house was left empty since year 2003 and was ransacked by thieves.When I went in,the mess was..er..I don't know how to decsribe.So we cleaned and cleaned.At the same time,we discovered lotsa letters and also belongings of the past tenants.Everything was left there,the old pictures,letters,documents and etc.So we kind of uncovered quite a lot of family history there.Haha..

It seems that they did not bring all these with them when the tenants left,leaving behind almost everything.They were alsow letters and cards written by wives to husbands,children to parents and even letters to Tunku Abdul Rahman!How cool is that?!There was also lots of pictures,lots of memories.We seems to be able to picture how life was like when the tenants were there as most of the furniture and belongings were left there.It's kind of a pity as everything was left behind and now the family is all on their own..as in..not living under one roof anymore.

Well,we did quite alot of cleaning but there is still more to be done.Anyone wanna volunteer perhaps?

p/s:the house is kinda eerie too..haha..:P

Attitude Prob?

OK,so this is what happened yesterday.I went back to school because I need to request some help from the Leo Club to help me out,cleaning the new house of Agape Shelter.I joined them for the meeting and I went overboard by actually saying I could cancel the club if I have to.I exploded due to some reasons which I do not want to say here.I know it's pointless to point the fingers at others for I dare not say I am better or more perfect cause whatever they had done,so had I.So,why did I exploded?I don't really know and it seems that got me into trouble with a few of the directors.I just want to thank God because I think tis is part of my life that I need to change,as He has reminded me through this event.I am just sorry to those I have offended in my words.Jesus himself did not get angry or exploded because of what people around Him did.So why should I when I aint any better?I just realised that for a long period of time,it has been about me and my ways,I care not for other people's feeling.I need to set things right with those people before things get worse and I need to start thinking before I speak.I just hope that I will be able to use my mouth to build people up,not tear them down or to offend them.I know I can achieve lot through Him so I shall try...

disappointment in life?

In life,we can never avoid a certain things called DISAPPOINTMENT.It can actually hurts us so deep that it takes quite a long period of time to heal.I was quite disappointed when I knew I wasnt chosen for the PETRONAS scholarship interview and 1 friend of mine was thoroughly disappointed when he was rejected by singapore(sorry..hope you dont mind i write about this) and also a few other friends who were disappointed with their SPM results.Just why are there so many disapppointments in life?From the PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE,it's stated that life is a test,life is a trust.I have learnt that everything happened for a reason and God allows them to happen for the correct reason.God gives us all a test to make our faith grow and to just lead us into another level of intimacy with Him.He will grant us the strength to pass this test for He doesnt gives us test just to purposely failed us.Some would say,if so is the case..why are there still so many miseries in life?This I cant answer you now for I am also looking for the answer.But from what I know,if we look at things from God's point of view and not ours,everything will look so minimal.So is the disappointment in our life.Instead of cursing God and asking why,why dont we just praise Him and thank Him for that.Just like the story of David in the bible.Despite losing his son,he still went on with life.Besides that,we can look at Job too,he was given such a tough test that he lose everything.The disappointment he faces back then is so much bigger than any of ours nowadays.So,why are we giving up at the slightest of disappointment?I believe that God will provide and something somehow will happen if we do not get what we wanted.Therefore,to all my friends out ther,be patient no matter what!Have faith.The next time you met with any disappointment,you have 2 options..

1.to curse and run away from reality
2.have faith and be thankful no matter what

What's your option?

What a Day!

I just finished my interview for the JPA scholarship.It went pretty well..I think.I was really nervous at the start of today,especially regarding the discussion session after seeing some of the questions my friend sent me.I decided to forget about that and keep my finger cross to go by faith.The butterflies were rapidly increasing in my stomach.Calm myself down and went in.It was kind of strange.Everyone was very formal in terms of attire.Then proceeded to the interview room.I was freaking out at first but thank God I didn't eat screw and could finish up what I want to say.I met some friends whom I have not seen for quite some time and also got to know a few new friends.I even got a ASEAN scholar in the same interview room as I am!OUch!Double ouch..I did not get the interview letter of PETRONAS..haih~..anyway,I guess it's not my calling to do geology then.Really kind of sad and the interview is in PERAK!!!!How cool is that?Too bad la..Well,anyhow just thank God for today and keeping my finger cross to see if I can get it!

GREAT....

Something went wrong with my new blog.So,here I am in my old blog.I know..I am such a bad blogger.Sorry ne..I dun mean it but what can I do?I don't wish for those things to happen also.Well,I think I need to reconsider about whether I should blog har considering how bad I am at this?Any comments anyone?