Sayonara..Adios..

Well,I have come to notice that I am really and seriously addicted to my pc.I started my journey in Form 6 a month ago and up till now,I kind of maintain the old attitude I have in studies.I just do my homework,sometimes not and just spend the rest of the time hanging around.I have managed to somehow scrap through every examination so far and I promise myself to change at the start of this year.But guess what,I am still wasting time now and then,here and there!Okiez.So it's time to bid my pc goodbye and to the rest of my on9 mates.

Yes,you are not dreaming.I am gonna fast from my pc until I feel that it's necessary to on9.I will only on9 on fridays or saturdays and if any of you ever see me signing in during weekdays..feel free to put some sense back into me!It's time to start the engine and hope that I can still catch up with those F1 engines of my friends.Haha.

So,bye bye for now!

Failure

In life,we all tend to fail sometimes and it's ok to fail.I never really was into the craps of people who said that we should never fail in anything we do.True failure begins when one stop trying.
I was just struck that my ego had gotten the better of me in my favourite sport-basketball.I was just so high in ego into looking down on people and that I am good enough for this or good enough for that.I was such an idiot!!!ARGH!!!

When I played basketbal just now,I sucked!I totally do!And yet I was telling some1 I felt that I am quite good in it!Total fool!But I guess this is how God speak to me..constantly reminding me to be humble and just give my best in the game,not letting my ego ride over me.I just feel posting this down.So whoever sees me saying things or doing things I should not..hey,just come forward and give me a knock on my head.I would seriously thank you for that.

p/s:I still got tonnes of homework!!Argh!!!!

Decisions....

Have you ever come to a time where you need to make a decision and yet you find it so hard to come to one?Whether you should go ahead with something or just back off?Does all this actually sounds familiar to you?Well,at least it does to me.As I grow older,I find that there are more and more decisions that I need to make and every decision is not an easy one.I will always tend to struggle to come to a decision and upon doing so,I will get "mood swings".Haha,well for those who knows me more as a typical joker,I do have times when I am down!Yes!I do get moody!Well,I have come to realise that all these worrying and thinking will make you lose focus in most of the things you do.Is it something bad?That I shall leave it to you all to decide.

I was reading Ryan's blog some time ago(I forgot when!) and he said about giving everything of you to God during worship,not just rejoicing but also bring your problems to Him for He shall bring peace back into your heart.I felt God was really speaking to me that day as I did my quiet time and learnt that we should not lie or cheat God,thinking we can get away with it for God knows everything.There is no point of us trying to hide our emotions or problems before Him.Instead,we should surrender them to God.Our joy and pains and and have faith that He will provide.I choose to surrender everything to God and keep my finger cross that each problems or questions I have in my mind,He will resolve them.

What about you?

The Start Of Something New

Holidays end today and school begins tomorrow.Time to get cracking;for real!!No more holidays till the month of September.Seems rather long to me.Well,I just came back from a 5 days vacation in our Singapore and believe it or not,it has been 10 years since I last stepped into Singapore.I went there by train and once again,KTM showed us how efficient their train is by being late for 45 minutes.I spent half my day in the train.ARGH!!!!Went to my cousin's place and then makan.That pretty much sums up the 1st day.

Went to Sentosa the next day.Had lotsa fun there.Wait!!Did I mention Vivo City?That place is a haven for every gals.It's made for gals.The ratio of shops for guys to gals is about 1:5.Top recommendation from me!Gals..be sure you bring enough money!Ate a fastfood that is not available here in Malaysia called Carl's Jr and the burger is really huge.Enough for 2 person.Hehe.

Well,went to the Singapore Zoo too.It's cool.Sorry to say,way better than the ones we have in Malaysia.Walked till kaki mahu patah ar..I stayed at home on Friday night as my cousin brought my sis out to St James Powerstation.I wasnt allowed to go in so I cant follow the gang.Overall,this trip has been great.:)

That's all for now!