Down and Out..

Been feeling abit tired recently,both in terms of physical and mental.Well,I have been waking up at 4 or 5 am in the morning everyday.I think in the not so distant future,I am going to be a China's treasure.Haha.Well,I think I slept too much in the afternoon too.So,yea..kind of leading a twisted lifestyle?Hm,been so caught up with alot of things happening around me lately.I barely passed or should I say..I failed all my subjects in the 1st test..Haha..abit down but not totally sad.:P..

Well,when we are down and out,what would we most probably do?I would curse and scold and do alot more stupid stuffs.How about you?There are so much grudges that I am holding on and sometimes I channel my anger the wrong way.People around me might be the victim when I snapped or maybe even my own hands due to punching the walls in my room.There are a lot of times I am just so frustrated at myself and just been down on mood.Ok,that is so not TZH.But yea,I don't deny I see some changes in myself;both good and bad.There is always 1 weakness of mine that I find it pretty hard to overcome.I speak without thinking how the other party would feel and I would find happiness in teasing or making others sad.Scary,right?

But I have been learning alot throughout this 7 months.Every trials I have come across did not bring me down(OK..I was down) but I think I learnt lots.MOre than I have ever learnt in the past in matter of months.One very important lesson I learnt is to put your head on stuffs it's needed!I think I have some slight problem with concentration.Of course,letting go and just caring for one another a little bit more.I think if I were in the past,I would not bother much about people who needs help.I mean,duh..so many others out there,why do they need me?I'll help if there is a benefit.haha.So,every actions I do is more than meet the eyes.:P

Hm,just thought of sharing a song with you all...

Beautiful Saviour
by Planet Shakers


Jesus, Beautiful Saviour,
God of all Majesty,
Risen king,
Lamb of God,
Holy and righteous,
Blessed redeemer,
Bright morning star
All the heavens shout your praise,
All creation bow to worship You

How wonderful, how beautiful,
Name above every name, exalted high
How wonderful, how beautiful,
Jesus your name, name above every name, Jesus

I will sing forever, Jesus I love you, Jesus I love you

p/s:to those I have hurt due to my words and those I have annoyed,I sincerely apologise.:)

THE NEXT TIME YOU ARE DOWN,THINK OF A LITTLE THING CALLED FAITH.HOLD ONTO GOD AND THINGS WILL TURN AROUND.:)