Fun?Work?

December is slowly approaching.In less than a week,we will be in the last month of year 2007.December seems to be a month of activities for me.Few activities waiting to be accomplished:

1.Soul Survivor Camp
2.ESP Camp
3.Christmas project with CBC
4.Christmas Carol
5.Read books
6.Complete my "homework"
7.Learn up my drums basic

Hectic month I would say.Still,christmas is approaching.A season of givings and blessings.
Anyone want to bless me with any gifts or money?:P

And The Verdict Is...

I think each and everyone of us have our own way of looking at things,right?Perspective is the word.Have it ever crossed your mind how others think of you?Have you ever wondered what's your impression towards a certain someone?I am pretty sure you have.Why?Because we all do the same.We will tend to look at a person's behaviour and come up with a conclusion about him or her.We would not like it when people think we are not good,but we would be more than happy to think bad about someone.Although,sometimes that person did something we all learnt to be "not so correct" the again,where does the scale lies?Are really that qualified to judge someone?It seems to be beyond my ability and wisdom to make judgement and conclusion as of now.Reason is pretty simple,most of the conclusion I made now seems pretty bias so I don't really like making conclusion about someone.

The bible stated that DO NOT JUDGE OR YOU WILL BE JUDGED THE WAY YOU JUDGE OTHERS.It's hard to achieve that but I am trying hard to shelve off my pride and just give every1 a benefit of doubts.Then again,what if that someone is really doing something so-called wrong in every1's eyes?Sit aside and do nothing?I guess wisdom plays a real important part when it comes to such times.Aih~Things always seems so much easier back then.The more you grow,the harder relationships become.Guess all I got to do is focus on building good and healthy relationship.

Thinking back,I wasnt such a nice kid back then.I can actually made some so freaked out that he never want to see me again but now,we are real good mates.What happened?I guess it can only be explained by a simple word..LOVE.God's grace and love can really transformed someone and I think I should take things one step at a time and not making conclusions which will create hatred and anger inside me.You with me?

Basketball!!!

Basketball..my favourite sport!Haha.I went and played basketball just now with yoshua,yong ling and his friends.It was a good night out there and I just enjoyed myself thoroughly though I am really tired now.Yong Ling,thanks for asking me!Any1 want to join in the next time?

p/s:hand and leg now lebam..:X

I Failed..

Wuhoo..I failed..not because I did not pay but I nearly got myself into an accident,so I failed.Conclusion is give your best and do not pay if possible.I gonna try again next week.So yea..till then..TZH OUT!

Tests...

Wuhoo..comes tomorrow I will take my driving test.Yes,you heard me correctly.TZH is officially old enough to drive and tomorrow will determine if I can start giving you all free rides or not.Well,many people told me one thing when I told them I gonna take my driving test,"Have you paid?"The payment here refers to the "coffee money" for SOME PEOPLE so that I can pass my driving exam smoothly.Out of 10 of my friends,I know of at least 9 who paid.I,for one chose to do the opposite.Pure stubborness?Arrogance?I don't know.All I know is God taught us not to cheat and my youth advisors have been telling me not to pay.Even my mum thinks allowing me to fail for the 1st time will be pretty good.Haha.So,yeah I am not paying the extra money.I don't know how much it is but yea..I aint paying that.I am prepared for tomorrow and whatever comes my way,I will put forth my faith in the Lord and do my best.What matter most is not failure but how I viewed it.So all of you out there,wish me all the best and keep me in your prayers ya!If I pass for the 1st time,I wont forget you all.Free rides for all.

p/s:make sure you bought insurance..:P

SMKTK Class of 06

Ho May Yun

Petronas Scholar at UTP

Ng Ling Fong a.k.a Sotong

Twins of SMKTK..Hoo Jia Yan and Wong Sieow Phey

Beau of SMKTK..Gracey Sin

Soh Yew Jin aka The Monk

Lim Zhi Guang a.k.a The Boss

Lee Mei Kee a.k.a Ah Ma

Ng Wei Wei

Ong Li Teng a.k.a Winnie

Aaron Wong Chen Weng a.k.a Hei Ren Wang

Tan Ing Hau the carefree one

Best Product of SMKTK Ivan Wu

Shamim(in yellow) and Ma Jih Jing aka Old Horse(behind Shamim)

Yours truly

Mike Lim Zheng Wei ak.a King Mike

Lai Yu Kang a.k.a Lai BIan

Lee Tian Woon a.k.a Max(THO Boss)

Calvin Chow Kah Hung,my buddy for 7 years

Ong Yok Soon a.k.a Da Pao

Just thought of introducing to you all my schoolmates.The gang I mixed with since 2002 all the way till now..We called ourselves the 22 FRIENDS.

Memories...

Well,I was just randomly browsing at some friendster accounts and saw some leo friends account.All of a sudden,my mind juz strolled down memories lane.In case you dont know,Leo Club is a community club sponsored by Lions Club from their respective areas.I was blessed with an oppurtunity to be in that club as I enrolled in a high school that has such a club.Only 3 schools in Kluang has Leo Clubs!I came to know this club when I was form 1 through my primary school seniors.I managed to cheat my way into the board of directors for the fiscal year 2002/03 and thus begins my journey as a Leo.

I remembered serving under my 1st president,Ng Eng Jiun.He was a really sweet guy and friend,who was more of a friend than a senior.I attended my 1st Leo Installation back in 2002.Boy o Boy,every1 was asked to dress formally and I being a 12 year old kid got the shocked of my life when I went there.It was held in Merdeka Hotel.The 1st installation experience was really an eye opener.Then,we did activities I had never done before.We held a recycle project,walking around Kampung Paya and Kluang Baru to collect recyclable items in exchange for cash.It even poured and we had to run with newspaper in our arms on that very day.It was really fun working with the seniors.We made a breakthrough too by introducing PS game station during hari koko(eventually many people copied our idea).

My 2nd president was Tan Yar Ling,a girl who would not be bullied easily.Haha.The installation was held in Prime City beginning from that year,2003.It was so much more formal and nicer,which the venue and food and everything else.Most of us were from the previous boards so we enjoyed working with one another.We had a car wash too that term and we really slogged ourselves for a day washing cars,uncountable of them.We had this thing called April Fool's day where we encouraged people to buy candies for their friends instead of tricking them.I began attending meeting with Lions,and other schools and learnt alot from the seniors back then.

Next up,my 3rd president,who also happened to be my "sis" and really clse senior,Erin Woon.She's got both the brain and beauty.Want to know her?Guess you have to do that yourself.:P.We had more activities during that term too.We had recycle projects,twice in a year.The candy sale that day was really popular.We wrapped till we dreaded sweets eventually.Haha.The installation was a pretty huge success too.In fact,it was considered one of the best we had ever held.Most of us were in the board since 2 years ago so we clicked at once and was really getting along.During this term,we brought in the most money and even bonded well with many other clubs.

When I was form 4,I ascended to the post of President myself.Haha.I aint trying to boast here.:P Most of the seniors are in form 5 and therefore could no longer held posts in the club.It was a club with a lot of new blood during my term.We had the installation in Prime City..again and things werent going that smoothly.Eventually I am grateful as it ended pretty well.Recycle project was on as usual.I did a few activities never done before during my term too.(boasting..hehe)We had a Christmas Cheers for a home in Klg,a basketball competition and also attended the Leo Forum that year.I did not do such a good job during my reign as president,but nevertheless I gave my best.During this term,the club got better with other clubs around Johor and some other states.We even had 4 awards awarded by the Lions Club.Eventhough there are all Merit,so-called lowest grade,we are still happy and glad as it has been long since we won anything.

I retired from the club in Form 5 and I do not deny missing the times I travel to attend Installation in other district and serving in the name of Leo.Sobs..I wished I had photos but I dont think I have any.All in all,the years in Leo Club has been great!

nothing better to do...

Holidays begun.YAHOO!!!!!!That's how most of us would have reacted.I did reacted that way when I knew my holidays was just around the corner.When it really started,I pretty much miss school.This is the so-called human nature,I guess..When we have school,we asked for holidays.When we are on holidays,we asked for work.Hm..weird mind human have.Agree,anyone?

Anyways,life is pretty boring and since I have not updated for long,just want to come on9 and waste my time.>.<.Well,at least I got back to doing something I have done in ages..READING.Yea,you did not see the wrong word.TZH is reading.Unbelievable?Believe it.During my free time,I tend to ponder a lot and I realise when you are way too free,your mind starts to wander off.Either you can reflect upon things that happened or just plain day-dreaming.I have been doing both.WOW..I need better things to fill up my free time,I guess.Haha

Only another 1 and a half more months before 2008 is here.Seems just like yesterday that I just stepped into year 2007.Seems just like last week I had finished my SPM.Right now,I got about a year before my STPM.How time flies har?Fuh..Looking forward to what's going to happen in the near future.After all,life is all about hoping for tomorrow,rite?NO?I did just enough to pass all my maths,chemistry and physics for my final exams.Cant say I am happy,cant say I am sad.I guess contented is the word.After all,that was what I set myself to achieve before the final exams began.Gotta work harder to push for better scores.Form 6 is TOUGH,at the same time enjoyable.Haha.

Just a piece of my mind,I think that the age of 18 is some sort of transition point in our life.I realise alot of changes in terms of people around me.Either I do not know them well enough or that the changes are good.Still seeking for an answer.Building relationship is not as easy as it was before.Lots of stories happening here and there,now and then.Some of which can really make you drop your jaws.Haha.I have been reading a book on Winning With People by famous author John Maxwell and been learning quite alot from that book.I guess it takes more than just friendlieness to get closer to people.Oh well,what can I say?Guess my mind has been pretty much of the track for ages.Time to set it straight.I remember when I was in Kota Tinggi back in January,the pastor asked us what do we want to achieve in year 2007.My answer was to spend my time wisely.I don't think I have actually achieved that.So,I guess time to make amends.

Have some holidays plan in mind and will be off for some trips.So yea..till something pops up in my mind,dont think this blog will have any updates.

TZH out to continue "pondering a.k.a day-dreaming"

Light?or Darkness?

Yesterday at cg Jit spoke about being the light. That sounds pretty weird,right?Light?What is it all about?Sounds funny,right?Well,it actually meant being different from the others around us. As christians,we are called the light of the world and that we should always shine among our friends.Shine as in be different and act correctly,not impressing people with how good we are in this or how good we are in that..Nothing's wrong,right?

Well,then came the main part.Jit spoke about hiding our light.He asked how we hid our light in our daily life.Ok..great.I must say I havent been a really strong light among my friends or should I say,I hardly shine.Many a times I do things my other friends do and even uses words I know I so should not use.It's pretty hard to kick off old habits but I am trying..I hope.

Then,came the highlight of the day.While on the way back,Jean asked why the guys are treating a certain guy in the class pretty bad.The guys included me.And yea..I do not deny I personally do not prefer that certain some1.But then I asked myself,what exactly are the reasons?I can say I pretty much found no reasons.I try thinking of his "style" or characteristic and shove the blame to that.Then again,am I really that perfect myself?I don't think I did a right thing in terms of that.

Am I hiding my light?Someone once told me off,saying that the way I act in school will be a hindrance for many to come closer to God.I don't totally disagree with that.I not only hold grudges or blow up out of the blue,I somehow do discriminate others and lack of courage in terms of standing up.The pressure of being look at in a weird way is pretty hard to accept.Jit constantly reminded us of Uncle Jordan,who is being respected by many but when he was standing up for what he believed in,people mock him back then.So,should I really be so afraid to be different?

I am sorry for many things I have done.My classmates and friends..a sincere apology to all of you.I hope to learn to shine stronger and not bring darkness upon people around me....