The writer of this blog sincerely thanks each and everyone of you for your words of encouragement and just making him known he's not walking alone. Yes, he did not do very well. Yes, he felt angry at himself. And yes, he felt he prioritise wrongly, procrastinated and did not put his heart anywhere near the word STUDY.
Then again, he could looked at it this way. He only started preparing a month before exam. He only did like 2 or 3 hours of study everyday, that was also with a lot of breaks in between. He knew he did not put his heart into studying yet he did nothing much to fix it. Still, he nailed a 3.00 compared to many others. No doubt, it's not the best of result in his life but this was really something special. This taught him a good lesson in life, preparing him to face the coming days of university and life. He's still searching for his purpose so he can fully maximise every single breath in life.
He remembered a friend once asked IF YOU HAVE A TIME MACHINE, WILL YOU TURN TIME AROUND TO CHANGE SOMETHING? The writer would love to but of course, yesterday is history and tomorrow is always a mystery. Today is a gift and that's the miracle of the moment. If the writer had not gone through all this, he would still indulged in a "selamba" attitude in everything. For now, he's learning to enjoy the miracle of the moment. This is what he supposed make life so special. The days that passed by will serve as both memory and lesson and continously guiding him in the near future. After all, he can only work on today and change tomorrow, no? It's time to let go...
The writer is thankful for he knew he deserved none of all this and here he had just discovered a song called
Miracle of The Moment by Steven Curtis Chapman
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJfDIlPtv74
He hopes this song helps all those who are discouraged and those who are confused with their options. Enjoy! A smile always make a gloomy day better, no? =)
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Good to see you finally push yourself together. :>
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