What's on my mind?

Pictures speak a thousand words.It's very true,isnt it?When we take a look at pictures we took,whether we are in or not in the picture,it always bring back memories.I'll always chuckle a little taking a look at the pictures I took,remembering what took place back then when I snapped the picture.I like photography cause it can really tell alot of stories and best of all,it's like some sort of file that helps keeps the best moments of life.Don't really think there will be a picture that will look exactly like the ones you had took,unless you developed thousands of copies.

So,why exactly am I speaking about pictures?Haha,it's just a random metaphor to something more significant,MEMORIES.As we grow older,we will be kept so busy by things that we tend to miss out on little aspects of life.The fun we had with friends,family,the celebrations,the joker pictures.As we grow much older,VERY MUCH older,our memories will start to fail us and we will not be able to remember alot of things.Pictures help us remisnisces the good old times.

Well,have you ever been so upset due to certain changes in life?Wondering if you could travel back in time?I believe everyone of us does.We always get upset,disappointed or lose hope when things are not going our way,or it changes from the way it used to be.So,what can we do about it?People grow and so does the relationship.Nothing much will ever remained the same.

"Value what's left and not what's lost".Just like the sun that will rise every morning and the buds will appear once more,all hopes is not lost.We got to continue to strive even harder for life and things in life.Things may be lost or changed,but we still are who we are.So i believe we should always try our best to develop what's left and not grieve over what's lost.After all,will it come back if you do?If it does,I don't mind grieving 365 days a year!Haha!

So,people,just want to say..DONT EVER GET DEPRESS ABOUT THINGS INSTEAD LOOK FORWARD TO A BETTER TOMORROW.Things will never be the same.:)

Faith..

We had YF in church to kickstart the year yesterday.Jit said he thought it would be appropriate for us to start yf in church so as to set our life right.I think I totally agree.Many people have stated that I have grown a little in terms of faith.But the truth is I still failed to give up many old habits and hanging onto things so tight,knowing very well there's no point in doing so.So,am I being a hindrance to people in terms of coming to know God?I hope I am not..

I have been in yf since 2005 and throughout all these years,the advisors have been stressing on reaching out to our non christian friends.Sharing the gospel with people who do not believe in it.Upon entering form 6,I happened to be placed in a class with 5 christians student(include me) and I can really see many of them being enthusiatic to share the gospel.Me?I tried and I do not deny certain things do hold me back in terms of that.I just want to recommit my life to God and try my very best to live for Him and Him alone.I can really say I was part of the gang that sorta seems dry and not having victory.Well,I dont blame anyone but myself for it.So,to the rest of the yfers,if you are reading this,I am sorry.

It just seems so hard to try to convince people that God is true and that they should believe in Him.It's especially harder when you meet people that might get on your nerves.Ok,I admit.My temper is bad.I believe there's many areas in my life that need to be changed before even considering reaching out.I think I am sorta a hypocrite if I go around talk the talk,but not walk the walk.I have another 360 days left in year 2008,hoping to make the best use of it.

It's just like what Ps Elijah said during esp,no point of a torchlight shining at another 1.I should start giving a thought to every actions and impacts it has on people around me,especially non christian friends.Life's really getting tougher but I am still alive.Haha.

Someone once say,not seeing it doesnt mean it's not there.I guess that's how you can describe faith in terms of Christianity.We worship a God that we don't see but I believe that He's there and He's real.If you need proof,lotsa it but I believe when one personally come in contact with God,he needs no proofs.I need to rediscover the faith I used to have.Right,TZH hasnt exactly been strong in terms of faith throughout last year.>.<

All in all,I just want to try my very best to be different,really different and not let other thoughts overpowered me.I hope I will be able to do it.

TZH out to get some sleep!

Fight Back To School..

Well,my title is actually from a movie from about 10 or 15 years ago.Haha.School started,much to many of our dismay.Everyone went back to school,carrying different feelings.Mine is sort of a mixed one.My class has 5 newcomers this year and we sort of bonded well,so far lar(oni 2 days of sch!What do you expect?)My form teacher also changed and we were given orders that guys and girls must not sit together,as in side by side.The BGR thingy must have gotten the teacher's attention.Anyway,teachers all went into teaching as soon as they entered class.Fuh!But so far so good,at least for now I havent gotten tired of doing homework and studying.Another 10 months before STPM,my final major public examination.Wuhoo,how fast!Still remembered myself entering STK as a blur and lost arrogant 12 year old kid and seeing the form 1 reminds me of the times I spent.Sobs.Memories is always nice.>.<

Well,after telling you all about my 2 days of schooling,want to wish you all HAPPY SCHOOLING.Speaking of school now reminds me I still have homeworks to finish.So tata!

TZH out to complete his piles of homeworks(yours truly owe teachers lotsa homework)

p/s:Do not follow his example..bad bad..

Hello 2008

Hola everyone.Wishing you all a very happy new year!Finally,2008 is here.I've posted 60 blog posts for the past 9 months of blogging.Wuhoo!How did you spend your final day of 2007?I did it in quite a fun way..Haha.

First,I helped my grandma painted her house.It took me like whole afternoon.Tiring but it was kinda fun.Then,at night I went to country club for its countdown party.Got bored and went to Oasis to look for the eden gang who were camping there.Countdown with them and it was a rather different countdown for me,considering I had actually attended countdown parties since the year 2005.

They were telling the kids on appreciating their parents.Be grateful that we all have parents who care for us.It just sort of struck me after hearing the message last night.Come to think of it,aren't all of us are guilty of taking our parents for granted?We tend to think that parents deserved to do everything for us but think again,do they really need to go through so much trouble for you?Take a scenario for example,if your mum calls you while you're out of town,what's your 1st reaction?Ok..say,your mum calls you everyday.You will be like "man,she's kinda naggy and "fan"".Then again,what would happen if someone you like calls you?You will enjoy it,right?I mean,people..family means more than anything!

Well,had a picnic with the yf gang in Gunung Berlumut this morning.Nice one day trip to kickstart 2008.I had fun.It's time to start the engine again.School starting in two days.Sobs..
I THINK I am ready for the challenges that lies ahead and time to really give up alot of things,things I have been holding on and reluctant to give up.Are you ready for the new year?

LET 2008 BE NOT JUST ANOTHER YEAR BUT ONE THAT WILL LAST IN YOUR MEMORIES FOR AS LONG AS POSSIBLE!

Counting Down...

Woohoo!2008 will be here in approximately 1 day .Are you excited?Well,I don't know how I am feeling.I am excited at the prospects of learning new things,encountering new challenges and doing more crazy stuffs and just spend the year with lots of fun and at the same time,hoping for it to be a fruitful one.However,I really don't know if I am up for the challenges that lies ahead.Contradicting with myself..again..Haha.

Well,this year has had its share of ups and downs.I have had really fun times,not forgetting troubled ones.Hm,I do hope I have grown quite abit after all this and grow out of all these.After all,life is about moving forward and improving,right?Well well well..yet another is going to pass.How many more before the time is up?Hehe..

Holidays is officially coming to an end.Next thurs I will be back in sch,donning STK's uniform once more for the very last year.Holidays has been fun,I had quite a number of trips,some short,some long.Somehow things just seems different.Perhaps the previous holidays was way too long.All in all,this whole journey of 2007 has left me with a lot of discoveries,and not to leave out..lots of memories,regardless of sweet or bitter ones.:)

So,TZH here gonna wish you all an early HAPPY NEW YEAR and enjoy your life!To everyone,gambette ne and let's make 2008 yet another year to remember as we strolled down memories lane in the future!

Adios!

Time..

It just occurred to me that time seems to be flying really,really fast.Just yesterday I was counting down to Christmas Day with the rest of the youth at John's place and now Christmas is a day over.I just think that sometimes we are not allowed to slow down and walk at our own pace like we wished because the clock just keep ticking away.So responsible yet cruel.So many things to do with so little time.What exactly lies ahead?I dont know..I really dont..Will I have enough time to accomplish things I wish to accomplish?Will I be able to live out my life to the fullest?All these questions seemed to continue popping up as each day passes by.How many more Christmas will I be able to spend?I wish as many as possible..Haha..Well,I guess all I can do is continue to march forward to find out what's expecting me..and to make the best use of the time I am being allocated with..

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Well,Christmas is today and in a matter of 3 hours time,it will be over.I've always agreed that the end of something marks the beginning of something new.The end of Christmas indicates that the year is really coming to an end.In another 7 days,we will step into the year of 2008.I went carolling as usual with the yf-ers yesterday from 5.30 pm all the way to midnight.Lotsa jokes and fun as we make our way to different houses,trying to bring some joy to people around us.It was always nice to sing carols and to celebrate the birth of Jesus.We all got out of the traditional suits and tie attire,opting for something simple and casual,a carol t-shirt and jeans.

Christmas is the time where everyone in the famile just spend time together and people caring and bringing happiness to others around them.It's always nice to be in such an ambience.I've been looking forward to Christmas and I sure did enjoyed this year's Christmas.The food at Uncle Jordan's place was fantastic and with 2 buses fulled of energetic youth,we sang our hearts out at 22 different houses!After the service,it's off to movie with friend and National Treasure 2 is fantastic!Watch it and thou will not regret!

The new year is approaching.What's awaiting me?I don't really know.I know I am sitting for my STPM,but am I really prepared for it?I think I had better be.Haha.Well,a new year,a new beginning with new expectations.Looking forward to the new adventures and stories to jot down.Wish all of you a blessed Christmas and a good year ahead!

TZH OUT!