Counting Down...

Woohoo!2008 will be here in approximately 1 day .Are you excited?Well,I don't know how I am feeling.I am excited at the prospects of learning new things,encountering new challenges and doing more crazy stuffs and just spend the year with lots of fun and at the same time,hoping for it to be a fruitful one.However,I really don't know if I am up for the challenges that lies ahead.Contradicting with myself..again..Haha.

Well,this year has had its share of ups and downs.I have had really fun times,not forgetting troubled ones.Hm,I do hope I have grown quite abit after all this and grow out of all these.After all,life is about moving forward and improving,right?Well well well..yet another is going to pass.How many more before the time is up?Hehe..

Holidays is officially coming to an end.Next thurs I will be back in sch,donning STK's uniform once more for the very last year.Holidays has been fun,I had quite a number of trips,some short,some long.Somehow things just seems different.Perhaps the previous holidays was way too long.All in all,this whole journey of 2007 has left me with a lot of discoveries,and not to leave out..lots of memories,regardless of sweet or bitter ones.:)

So,TZH here gonna wish you all an early HAPPY NEW YEAR and enjoy your life!To everyone,gambette ne and let's make 2008 yet another year to remember as we strolled down memories lane in the future!

Adios!

Time..

It just occurred to me that time seems to be flying really,really fast.Just yesterday I was counting down to Christmas Day with the rest of the youth at John's place and now Christmas is a day over.I just think that sometimes we are not allowed to slow down and walk at our own pace like we wished because the clock just keep ticking away.So responsible yet cruel.So many things to do with so little time.What exactly lies ahead?I dont know..I really dont..Will I have enough time to accomplish things I wish to accomplish?Will I be able to live out my life to the fullest?All these questions seemed to continue popping up as each day passes by.How many more Christmas will I be able to spend?I wish as many as possible..Haha..Well,I guess all I can do is continue to march forward to find out what's expecting me..and to make the best use of the time I am being allocated with..

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Well,Christmas is today and in a matter of 3 hours time,it will be over.I've always agreed that the end of something marks the beginning of something new.The end of Christmas indicates that the year is really coming to an end.In another 7 days,we will step into the year of 2008.I went carolling as usual with the yf-ers yesterday from 5.30 pm all the way to midnight.Lotsa jokes and fun as we make our way to different houses,trying to bring some joy to people around us.It was always nice to sing carols and to celebrate the birth of Jesus.We all got out of the traditional suits and tie attire,opting for something simple and casual,a carol t-shirt and jeans.

Christmas is the time where everyone in the famile just spend time together and people caring and bringing happiness to others around them.It's always nice to be in such an ambience.I've been looking forward to Christmas and I sure did enjoyed this year's Christmas.The food at Uncle Jordan's place was fantastic and with 2 buses fulled of energetic youth,we sang our hearts out at 22 different houses!After the service,it's off to movie with friend and National Treasure 2 is fantastic!Watch it and thou will not regret!

The new year is approaching.What's awaiting me?I don't really know.I know I am sitting for my STPM,but am I really prepared for it?I think I had better be.Haha.Well,a new year,a new beginning with new expectations.Looking forward to the new adventures and stories to jot down.Wish all of you a blessed Christmas and a good year ahead!

TZH OUT!

Guilty As Charged!

Well,recently I have been going through some events where I get alot of fingers pointed at me,saying I did stuffs that sort of hurt them.I guess I am at fault and I take the blame totally.I realise I need to stop trying to convinve people I am right,whether in a good or bad way.I admit I have a very bad-tempered and I can just flare it at anyone if they did something that,to me get on my nerves.I like to step up and take charge of things,thinking whatever I do is right,most of the time I get into troubles with many people and of course,throughout the years I have learnt I am actually pretty much wrong on every occassion.It's not the 1st time I have someone saying at me I should control the words that come out from my mouth.I think I have been pretending to be all right with what I said and thinking everything is fine,which in fact,isnt.

I realise sometimes certain actions I do and certain words I said not only affect myself,but people around me as well.It's so true that your mouth can build someone up or tear someone down.Sometimes,just because of words I have said or actions I have taken,it can spark quarrels or worst till,hatred among others.I should not do what that will cause people around me stumble.If I have ever did any of those to you,I sincerely apologised.

I do not like it when I am being reprimanded but I have learnt that when I am at fault,all I need to do is keep quiet and listen.Listen more and TALK LESS is what I need to practice.Building up my character as what Pastor Elijah stressed in the camp is just so true to me as of now.I need to start giving up the rights to be right in every situation,whether I am wrong or not.I believe I can do it and I just want to say I regret for bringing and tearing you guys down sometimes.I hope everyone of us,including myself will be able to practice the Elevator Principle like John Maxwell said and just bring everyone up,not down.

Anyways,Christmas is around the corner.Shouldn't we be joyous and bring some joy to people around us?Btw,TZH is rather broke lately.Anyone willing to bless me with some hard cold cash?:X

Christmas

A season of love and blessing.Christmas is just around the corner.In fact,it's only a week away.How time flies.Well,we have a pre-christmas celebration at the public library on Sunday,16th December and it was pretty fun.This year around,we get to hold the event inside the library and the library actually invited us to do it.I enjoyed the whole event.Nothing beats a smile and the joy children have.It's really priceless.So all of you out there,STOP WORYING SO MUCH and let's be joyous!Christmas is here!Haha..Anyways,here are some pictures for you all..

ESP 6

Hola everyone.I had come back from the ESPlosion 6 camp that is held in Inti College Nilai.To begin with,I was rather excited and at the same time,a little dissatisfied.Well,I was expecting some place that's nice like Bayu Beach for the camp but turns out we are going to Inti where we are to stay in hostel and used a common toilet,no air-con too!Before I left for camp,I have written down a few things I sorta expected at the camp.I wasnt feeling very good,both physically and emotionally throughout the camp.So as a kickstart,I decided to help out as much as possible during camp and occupied myself with works so as to keep my mind focus.I think I over-exhausted myself cause I got a very terrible sore throat by 2nd day of camp.Haha.

Well,the speaker Pastor Elijah was cool.His messages were very straight forward and short and based alot on the bible.I thought the messages were nice.I mean,long messages actually drove me to dreamland.Hehe..Well,on the 1st night he spoke on character and that God is always watching us no matter what we do.I have been guilty of feeling it's all right to do certain things when I know I aint supposed to do so.So,yea..that got into me and a 2 days before the camp,someone came up to me to tell me that he thinks I should work more on building my character.Ok,now is that a coincidence?Leave that to u to decide.

He also said that it's not the speaker that matters,nor does the PA and all.It's the word of God that matters.Often,we are so indulged into getting good PA systems,good speakers then only the messages will be good.But that really does knock us all on our head hard.One very important thing was this too.IF YOU HAVE FAITH,GOD WILL PROVIDE.Many a times,we are just so scared to try something and always saying,I aint good enough.Truth is,we are good enough.Just that we are denying our own abilities that God has given us.It's not that life is unfair.WE ARE BEING UNFAIR TO OURSELVES!

Well,I somehow enjoyed being alone more during the camp.I wasnt exactly a loner and I enjoyed companionship.But during the camp,I tend to to just wanna be alone and I did that on several occassions,just quieting down myself and seek the Lord,which helps and I think I have sort of gotten the answers to my expectations in the camp.I got to know alot more people in this year's camp too.Btw,the food was nice but way too spicy.4 days of indian food and my throat is still sore!HELP!!!!

Fairytale VS Reality..

Well,I have just watched a movie called Enchanted.It's a movie by Disney's that mixed up all the fairytales we have ever known into one story.The story was funny,the song was nice and seriously it's a fantastic movie.Wait..Am I here to talk about the movie?Of course not.Well,it's just that this movie got me pondering over a question.I guess my title says it all.FAIRYTALE VS REALITY.

Do you all believed in fairytales?believed in dreams coming true?believed that everything will have a happy ending?Well,I do.Doesn't everyone of us does?When we were young,I believe most of us would be indulging into stories like Cindrella,Sleeping Beauty,The Mermaid,Aladdin and so much more.Disney's has just mesmerised each and everyone of us since young.Since when did we lose that belief that there is a happy ending for every story?As we grow older,we tend to be influenced by the world and just really focus on things that are so-called important.Fame,status,materials and wealth is what we believed will bring us a happy ending in our life.Think again,does it all really matter?Can you really bring those with you when you leave this world?I'll leave that for you to ponder.

For the past 2 days,I have been involved in the soul survivor camp.It was great and I don't deny I was having an emotional breakdown these couple of days.Pastor Mike spoke of someone who really made me realise how naive I was.That person is none other than someone called Hilda Bachelor(I hope it's correct!).She always seems to have time for everyone and cared about everyone around her.People would tend to think she's a nuisance but think of it,if you have a bad day and someone just comes up to you with a smile,doesn't that just bring a little warmth?I realised no matter how busy we are going after things,even in terms of serving God,we always have time for others,just to care for one another.So I really encouraged all of you out there to just take a steps slower and look at people around you.There's always time for everything.

It's pretty hard to just say such things and not living it out.It's kinda like hypocriscy and I don't deny I am pretty much TALK THE TALK but rarely WALK THE WALK.So,here I am trying to really just learn how to build my character and be a better person,a blessing to everyone around me.What has this got to do with happy ending?As Christian,we are told that if we accept Christ as our personal saviour and obey His words,we would be in heaven by end of our life and we would received His blessings abundantly.So,think of it..isnt this some sort of like a happy ending we are all seeking for?I myself was seeking for something and when I could not get it,I would be like.."Man,the world is coming to an end..".Of course,nothing comes easy.In order to achieve the fairytale ending we all dreamt of,we need to really work on our relationship not just with God but with people around us too.

So,yea.Ladies and gentleman,let's all just take things slowly and who knows,things will change for the better when we thought it's a nightmare instead of a fairytale?

p/s:TZH is currently looking for his fairytale princess.Anyone willing to be one?:P

Soul Survivor...

Soul Survivor Camp is held in Kluang this year.I missed the previous one as I was having my SPM examinations when the camp was held.Before the camp began,I sorta like have no expectations or whatsoever from camps this year.Then,that got me pondering and I decided to just list down a few things I expect to learn this year.So I did.I have been to Christian camps since 2005 so I know a little on how the sessions are like..and to tell you all the truth,I was like..ok..serious time but I wasnt prepared or anything for the camp earlier.But you know what?God is great!He just totally amazed me tonight..once again I felt His presence and the message preached by Pastor Pilavachi just struck me so hard and somehow answered a question I jotted down yesterday.If that was not amazing enough,try this..Midway through the prayers,Pastor Mike Pilavachi asked if someone's left leg was not feeling good and that person is me!Truth is..nobody knows about the pain except me!How amazing God is.I am really looking forward to tomorrow and also the upcoming ESP camp.Thank you Lord for You are an amazing God!

Fun?Work?

December is slowly approaching.In less than a week,we will be in the last month of year 2007.December seems to be a month of activities for me.Few activities waiting to be accomplished:

1.Soul Survivor Camp
2.ESP Camp
3.Christmas project with CBC
4.Christmas Carol
5.Read books
6.Complete my "homework"
7.Learn up my drums basic

Hectic month I would say.Still,christmas is approaching.A season of givings and blessings.
Anyone want to bless me with any gifts or money?:P

And The Verdict Is...

I think each and everyone of us have our own way of looking at things,right?Perspective is the word.Have it ever crossed your mind how others think of you?Have you ever wondered what's your impression towards a certain someone?I am pretty sure you have.Why?Because we all do the same.We will tend to look at a person's behaviour and come up with a conclusion about him or her.We would not like it when people think we are not good,but we would be more than happy to think bad about someone.Although,sometimes that person did something we all learnt to be "not so correct" the again,where does the scale lies?Are really that qualified to judge someone?It seems to be beyond my ability and wisdom to make judgement and conclusion as of now.Reason is pretty simple,most of the conclusion I made now seems pretty bias so I don't really like making conclusion about someone.

The bible stated that DO NOT JUDGE OR YOU WILL BE JUDGED THE WAY YOU JUDGE OTHERS.It's hard to achieve that but I am trying hard to shelve off my pride and just give every1 a benefit of doubts.Then again,what if that someone is really doing something so-called wrong in every1's eyes?Sit aside and do nothing?I guess wisdom plays a real important part when it comes to such times.Aih~Things always seems so much easier back then.The more you grow,the harder relationships become.Guess all I got to do is focus on building good and healthy relationship.

Thinking back,I wasnt such a nice kid back then.I can actually made some so freaked out that he never want to see me again but now,we are real good mates.What happened?I guess it can only be explained by a simple word..LOVE.God's grace and love can really transformed someone and I think I should take things one step at a time and not making conclusions which will create hatred and anger inside me.You with me?

Basketball!!!

Basketball..my favourite sport!Haha.I went and played basketball just now with yoshua,yong ling and his friends.It was a good night out there and I just enjoyed myself thoroughly though I am really tired now.Yong Ling,thanks for asking me!Any1 want to join in the next time?

p/s:hand and leg now lebam..:X

I Failed..

Wuhoo..I failed..not because I did not pay but I nearly got myself into an accident,so I failed.Conclusion is give your best and do not pay if possible.I gonna try again next week.So yea..till then..TZH OUT!

Tests...

Wuhoo..comes tomorrow I will take my driving test.Yes,you heard me correctly.TZH is officially old enough to drive and tomorrow will determine if I can start giving you all free rides or not.Well,many people told me one thing when I told them I gonna take my driving test,"Have you paid?"The payment here refers to the "coffee money" for SOME PEOPLE so that I can pass my driving exam smoothly.Out of 10 of my friends,I know of at least 9 who paid.I,for one chose to do the opposite.Pure stubborness?Arrogance?I don't know.All I know is God taught us not to cheat and my youth advisors have been telling me not to pay.Even my mum thinks allowing me to fail for the 1st time will be pretty good.Haha.So,yeah I am not paying the extra money.I don't know how much it is but yea..I aint paying that.I am prepared for tomorrow and whatever comes my way,I will put forth my faith in the Lord and do my best.What matter most is not failure but how I viewed it.So all of you out there,wish me all the best and keep me in your prayers ya!If I pass for the 1st time,I wont forget you all.Free rides for all.

p/s:make sure you bought insurance..:P

SMKTK Class of 06

Ho May Yun

Petronas Scholar at UTP

Ng Ling Fong a.k.a Sotong

Twins of SMKTK..Hoo Jia Yan and Wong Sieow Phey

Beau of SMKTK..Gracey Sin

Soh Yew Jin aka The Monk

Lim Zhi Guang a.k.a The Boss

Lee Mei Kee a.k.a Ah Ma

Ng Wei Wei

Ong Li Teng a.k.a Winnie

Aaron Wong Chen Weng a.k.a Hei Ren Wang

Tan Ing Hau the carefree one

Best Product of SMKTK Ivan Wu

Shamim(in yellow) and Ma Jih Jing aka Old Horse(behind Shamim)

Yours truly

Mike Lim Zheng Wei ak.a King Mike

Lai Yu Kang a.k.a Lai BIan

Lee Tian Woon a.k.a Max(THO Boss)

Calvin Chow Kah Hung,my buddy for 7 years

Ong Yok Soon a.k.a Da Pao

Just thought of introducing to you all my schoolmates.The gang I mixed with since 2002 all the way till now..We called ourselves the 22 FRIENDS.

Memories...

Well,I was just randomly browsing at some friendster accounts and saw some leo friends account.All of a sudden,my mind juz strolled down memories lane.In case you dont know,Leo Club is a community club sponsored by Lions Club from their respective areas.I was blessed with an oppurtunity to be in that club as I enrolled in a high school that has such a club.Only 3 schools in Kluang has Leo Clubs!I came to know this club when I was form 1 through my primary school seniors.I managed to cheat my way into the board of directors for the fiscal year 2002/03 and thus begins my journey as a Leo.

I remembered serving under my 1st president,Ng Eng Jiun.He was a really sweet guy and friend,who was more of a friend than a senior.I attended my 1st Leo Installation back in 2002.Boy o Boy,every1 was asked to dress formally and I being a 12 year old kid got the shocked of my life when I went there.It was held in Merdeka Hotel.The 1st installation experience was really an eye opener.Then,we did activities I had never done before.We held a recycle project,walking around Kampung Paya and Kluang Baru to collect recyclable items in exchange for cash.It even poured and we had to run with newspaper in our arms on that very day.It was really fun working with the seniors.We made a breakthrough too by introducing PS game station during hari koko(eventually many people copied our idea).

My 2nd president was Tan Yar Ling,a girl who would not be bullied easily.Haha.The installation was held in Prime City beginning from that year,2003.It was so much more formal and nicer,which the venue and food and everything else.Most of us were from the previous boards so we enjoyed working with one another.We had a car wash too that term and we really slogged ourselves for a day washing cars,uncountable of them.We had this thing called April Fool's day where we encouraged people to buy candies for their friends instead of tricking them.I began attending meeting with Lions,and other schools and learnt alot from the seniors back then.

Next up,my 3rd president,who also happened to be my "sis" and really clse senior,Erin Woon.She's got both the brain and beauty.Want to know her?Guess you have to do that yourself.:P.We had more activities during that term too.We had recycle projects,twice in a year.The candy sale that day was really popular.We wrapped till we dreaded sweets eventually.Haha.The installation was a pretty huge success too.In fact,it was considered one of the best we had ever held.Most of us were in the board since 2 years ago so we clicked at once and was really getting along.During this term,we brought in the most money and even bonded well with many other clubs.

When I was form 4,I ascended to the post of President myself.Haha.I aint trying to boast here.:P Most of the seniors are in form 5 and therefore could no longer held posts in the club.It was a club with a lot of new blood during my term.We had the installation in Prime City..again and things werent going that smoothly.Eventually I am grateful as it ended pretty well.Recycle project was on as usual.I did a few activities never done before during my term too.(boasting..hehe)We had a Christmas Cheers for a home in Klg,a basketball competition and also attended the Leo Forum that year.I did not do such a good job during my reign as president,but nevertheless I gave my best.During this term,the club got better with other clubs around Johor and some other states.We even had 4 awards awarded by the Lions Club.Eventhough there are all Merit,so-called lowest grade,we are still happy and glad as it has been long since we won anything.

I retired from the club in Form 5 and I do not deny missing the times I travel to attend Installation in other district and serving in the name of Leo.Sobs..I wished I had photos but I dont think I have any.All in all,the years in Leo Club has been great!

nothing better to do...

Holidays begun.YAHOO!!!!!!That's how most of us would have reacted.I did reacted that way when I knew my holidays was just around the corner.When it really started,I pretty much miss school.This is the so-called human nature,I guess..When we have school,we asked for holidays.When we are on holidays,we asked for work.Hm..weird mind human have.Agree,anyone?

Anyways,life is pretty boring and since I have not updated for long,just want to come on9 and waste my time.>.<.Well,at least I got back to doing something I have done in ages..READING.Yea,you did not see the wrong word.TZH is reading.Unbelievable?Believe it.During my free time,I tend to ponder a lot and I realise when you are way too free,your mind starts to wander off.Either you can reflect upon things that happened or just plain day-dreaming.I have been doing both.WOW..I need better things to fill up my free time,I guess.Haha

Only another 1 and a half more months before 2008 is here.Seems just like yesterday that I just stepped into year 2007.Seems just like last week I had finished my SPM.Right now,I got about a year before my STPM.How time flies har?Fuh..Looking forward to what's going to happen in the near future.After all,life is all about hoping for tomorrow,rite?NO?I did just enough to pass all my maths,chemistry and physics for my final exams.Cant say I am happy,cant say I am sad.I guess contented is the word.After all,that was what I set myself to achieve before the final exams began.Gotta work harder to push for better scores.Form 6 is TOUGH,at the same time enjoyable.Haha.

Just a piece of my mind,I think that the age of 18 is some sort of transition point in our life.I realise alot of changes in terms of people around me.Either I do not know them well enough or that the changes are good.Still seeking for an answer.Building relationship is not as easy as it was before.Lots of stories happening here and there,now and then.Some of which can really make you drop your jaws.Haha.I have been reading a book on Winning With People by famous author John Maxwell and been learning quite alot from that book.I guess it takes more than just friendlieness to get closer to people.Oh well,what can I say?Guess my mind has been pretty much of the track for ages.Time to set it straight.I remember when I was in Kota Tinggi back in January,the pastor asked us what do we want to achieve in year 2007.My answer was to spend my time wisely.I don't think I have actually achieved that.So,I guess time to make amends.

Have some holidays plan in mind and will be off for some trips.So yea..till something pops up in my mind,dont think this blog will have any updates.

TZH out to continue "pondering a.k.a day-dreaming"

Light?or Darkness?

Yesterday at cg Jit spoke about being the light. That sounds pretty weird,right?Light?What is it all about?Sounds funny,right?Well,it actually meant being different from the others around us. As christians,we are called the light of the world and that we should always shine among our friends.Shine as in be different and act correctly,not impressing people with how good we are in this or how good we are in that..Nothing's wrong,right?

Well,then came the main part.Jit spoke about hiding our light.He asked how we hid our light in our daily life.Ok..great.I must say I havent been a really strong light among my friends or should I say,I hardly shine.Many a times I do things my other friends do and even uses words I know I so should not use.It's pretty hard to kick off old habits but I am trying..I hope.

Then,came the highlight of the day.While on the way back,Jean asked why the guys are treating a certain guy in the class pretty bad.The guys included me.And yea..I do not deny I personally do not prefer that certain some1.But then I asked myself,what exactly are the reasons?I can say I pretty much found no reasons.I try thinking of his "style" or characteristic and shove the blame to that.Then again,am I really that perfect myself?I don't think I did a right thing in terms of that.

Am I hiding my light?Someone once told me off,saying that the way I act in school will be a hindrance for many to come closer to God.I don't totally disagree with that.I not only hold grudges or blow up out of the blue,I somehow do discriminate others and lack of courage in terms of standing up.The pressure of being look at in a weird way is pretty hard to accept.Jit constantly reminded us of Uncle Jordan,who is being respected by many but when he was standing up for what he believed in,people mock him back then.So,should I really be so afraid to be different?

I am sorry for many things I have done.My classmates and friends..a sincere apology to all of you.I hope to learn to shine stronger and not bring darkness upon people around me....

True Friend Test

Due to the rising popularity of true fren test..i have decided to do 1..and it's all the way down there at the bottom of my blog..so do feel free to try it out and see how well you know me..

One Step At A Time...

It has been long since I last posted something.It has been pretty long since I on9 too.I went on a pc fast for 10 days!Amzing?No?Truth is my pc broke down lar.Hehe.My finals is over!Well,muet is on Mon,so still considered over.YAHOO!!!It has been a really tough and tiring week.So here I am to de-stress..

This time of the year is called the Exam Period as every students need to take their finals.When there's exams,there's always results speaking of which students fear even more compare to studying for their finals.There will be people jumping up and down,really excited over their good results while some will be sad,seeing what they have scored.Moment of truth is just a week or two from me as I think I will get my results by then.It's pretty agonising when you sort of gave your best but still get a mediocre or so-called "bad" result.Truth is,some even envy how others can get such high marks and began to blame themselves for not studying harder.I do it alot of times too.

Whenever we get our results,some would ask how many wrongs did you get?How much marks did you get?We would most probably answered I had 10 wrongs.I got a C lar.Or even,don't ask!
What I have realised over this period of time is we should always give thanks.Look at it from another point,I got 40 corrects and not 10 wrongs.I got a C instead of failing.Isnt that something to be proud of and to give thanks instead of moaning over the wrongs or failure to get better?
The way many of us asked is pretty wrong too,we should always asked how did you do?or how did you fare?NOT HOW MUCH YOU GET?OR HOW MANY As?

I failed 3 subjects for my 1st test so I do hope I pass all 4 this time around for my finals.I felt that we should always take one step at a time.Not aiming for the As but instead seek for improvement in every exam and giving our best.It's the same with things in life.We dont expect babies to start walking before they even start crawling,do we?So we should always take things one step at a time in life.

Just a piece of my mind.:)

Study Break...

MR President 2006/07Sweet couple?
The Gamemasters
Teacher advisor and President~

The ELS Family

And I thought only college has such a thing called Study Break where you get a week or 2 of holidays for you to prepare for your exams. I am currently enjoying my Raya break a.k.a Study Break as I would be having my finals next week.I so should be studying,no?Anyways,just felt like updating a little since it has been like a week++ since I posted something new. The best day would actually be on Saturday last week as we had the ELS Farewell dinner at Prime City Hotel.
It was just a little gathering with less than 40 people. Well, all in all it was really enjoyable. I had fun playing a prank on some of them.Haha..I hope next year I get a good farewell dinner too..

Story...

Have you ever wondered how you gonna answer if someone comes up to you one day and ask you how has life been?Most of us will answer "I have been fine,thank you".What I am trying to ask here is not the normal daily answer we give but your very own life story.I believe each and everyone of us has one to tell,whether good or bad.Ever wondered who's the author of this story?Most of us most probably will say MYSELF.But,for me,I would say is God.Every little details in our life is already decided by Him when we were created.Little things that happened each and everyday did not happen by chance but it was all in the plan.

In life,we are all expected to taste victory and experience failure.It's all part of life.We fall,we rise,we fall again,we rise again.Life is not like a circle where things just go round and round,instead it's more like a journey,where we can only advance and not retreat.All the road we have taken serve just as memories or lesson in our lifes.Some may be real painful while some may be real sweet but we cant deny that it's still part of our life which we never can deny.So,don't try to run from your past or be ashamed of it.Life isnt about being the best,it's about living the best.

We all tend to worry about what may comes tomorrow.Will I be successful?Will i married the right one?Will I be able to this?Will I be able to that?All these questions keep popping up one after another.Due to these,we all become more defensive,more self-centered and more moody.Why?It's because we are perpetually living to live up to those standards.Standards of the world.All of us worried so much about what may happen in the future that we get so paranoid.What I have learnt is this

Mathew 6:34--Do not worry about tomorrow,for tomorrow will worry about itself.Each day has enough trouble of its own.

I aint saying we should not prepare for the future but at the same time we should not worry so much that we lose our focus in things that are really important like spending time with love ones,attending Yf or church or just chilling with friends.We should always do our best and whatever comes by,we will leave it to God.Surrender and ready to do His will was something I learnt through my own life recently and I can tell you..it's not easy to say that you will accept what may come..

The next time,when your grandchildren asked you if you have done this or have you done that when you were their age,would you say YES or would you say GRANDPA HAD BETTER THINGS TO DO LIKE STUDYING?The metaphor here is whether you will be able to say you have live life to the fullest or not.I would not say I could be the 1st type,but I certainly will not be the latter.:)I chose to commit my life to God and let Him be the author of my life story.What about you?

o re wa hitori ja nai..

Hm..October is here.I can seem to see the holiday smiling broadly at me.At the same time,I see the fearful exams smiling teasingly at me for I aint prepared for it at all.10 months have passed since I shouted Happy New Year on the ground of Kluang Country Club.So much have happened and so much have changed throughout this period of time.The one question that stands..Am I still me?Throughout this 10 months I have continously asked myself this question for there are times I doubt the things I did and regret over certain decisions I made or word that I have said.I have made a number of people worried about me and I apologised for that(If you guys are reading this).Arigato..

The title of my post is actually Japanese,meaning I AM NOT ALONE.I have fallen numerous of times and whenever I do fall,there always seems to be someone there to help me up.God is good and has been guiding me all this time,teaching me and always sending the right people at the right time to tell me certain things.I guess I have grown a lot but I still am struggling with the fact that I always end up hurting people around me,in terms of words and actions.For that,I just wanna say sorry to those whom I may have hurt with my words or actions.I figure out I need to stop being a child.I may have said those words tonnes and tonnes of times,but I guess this is for real.Haha.I am really grateful for friends that are always by my side,whether good or bad times.

I am still looking for answers to many things and questions in my life and I believe I will figure all these out,sooner or later..So,for now..time to get the engine started for the final year exam!
I guess a certain quote is driving me on too..

"What's wrong with falling?When you raise your head,you can see the sky stretches limitlessly and smile at you."

So I guess failing in life is a process all of us need to go through.I just want to say here that things are never easy but hey,we never know what lies ahead unless we take a step further.
So,gambatte yo every1 for we are not alone in this world and we never will be...

40th post..

Hm..seems to me I have been missing from the blogging world for quite a period of time.So here I am with my 40th post in my blog!Let's celebrate!!!!!!!Well,basically nothing much have happened throughtout this 2 weeks.Things were pretty much in equilibrium and there is no extreme values when it comes to having fun.I have only about a month left before my final year exam.Great..I am so EXCITED over it...

Today at CG,Jit spoke about The Mind.It is about how we are influenced and conformed by our enviroment and led to actions in our life.For example,we all tend to go after riches of the world and slogged ourselves out just to get unnecessary things like a new car.Ok..car is necessary but if we work for the sake of owning one so I can be glamourous and show off,we should start asking ourselves if it's worth it.Living a life is to be contented but it seems to me we have all long forgotten what it really means to be contented.Have you ever have a feeling where u feel pointless and empty after you get your hands on something..say a new hp and before you know it,you are already looking at a new model,planning to change your hp.Well,I certainly have those times in my life.

Disappointment arise when we expect something.If things dont go our way,we would feel frustrated and just start blaming tonnes of people,including ourselves.I aint saying that we should not expect something but that we should look at things positively and at the same time with a calm heart(ping chang xin).Keep our finger cross and believe God will provide.If things dont go our way,give thanks for things always happened for a reason.There's always a little lesson here and there we can learn in our life.So,to a friend of mine(you know who you are)..Certain things do not please certain people and you will tend to meet with lotsa such jokers in life..so chill,k?Whatever it is..stand firm and hey,save those tears..water limited lately!:P

So,yea..that pretty sums up what I want to say today..DO NOT BE CONFORM BY THE WORLD BUT BE TRANSFORMED BY THE RENEWAL OF THE MIND.

Slow down your steps and do your best in everything.What matters is not failure but how you view it.:)

celebrations!!

So today the class celebrated the birthday of 4 person in the month of September at Pizza Hut. The 4 chosen ones are Teng Wei Song, Tan Yong Liang, Yap Pei Kee and none other than yours truly. We arranged the table in some kind of weird way and made a din till we attracted attention from almost every patrons at Pizza Hut tonight.Then,it was off to pictures taking and after that, some dessert at Yi Ping Xuan.So, yeah..that ends the celebration and I got school tomorrow.I so should be doing my maths(I still otang teacher homeworks!)

TZH out to continue his "homeworks"

17th year alive..

I know I am being abit self obssesd with this post.I believe I always have been.>.< Comes tomorrow and I will be officially SEVENTEEN.SEVENTEEN, an age I consider some sort of a point of transition in my life. Unlike most of my 17 years old friends who will be sitting for their SPM this year, I already took mine last. I can also get my license this year. I can drink liquor in another year's time too! Of course, all these are the so-called advantages that comes as you grow older. Besides these stuffs, something else called responsibility grows too. At my age, I do believe that every decision I made can no longer be as easy as it was. In the past, I can be ver carefree and bother about the consequences after I did something. I realised I could no longer do that nowadays. For every action, there is a reaction. I can no longer say that I am not mature and getting into and out of troubles like before anymore. I don't know for sure if that's a good thing for me?

What I do know is I am grateful having lived for 17 years till now and I do believe that these past 17 years have not been in vain for I learnt and grew alot.Some lessons are painful while memories is always sweet. I have just finished watching the series "1 LITRE OF TEARS". Guess what, at the age of 17 Kitou Aya has begun losing ability to walk and even talk. That makes me even more grateful that I am healthy both physically and mentally and I really am thankful to God for that.:)

Just being alive is such a wonderfully and lovely thing,isnt it?

p/s:I am not asking for presents..but if you do consider yourself a friend, do give me 1 or 2..hehe..:P

One Litre Of Tears...

I just got addicted to a Japanese drama very recently called One Litre of Tears.It's released in Japan in 2005 but have touched the heart of many as time passes by.The drama is based on a true story of a girl named Aya Kitou,who suffered from a disease called SPINOCEREBELLAR ATAXIA which is a type of degenerative disease,causing her to lose the ability to talk and left her paralysis.She was diagnosed with this disease at the age of 15 and lived on till the age of 25. Despite being diagnosed with such disease,she did not lose her will to live but carried on life positively.She kept a diary at the suggestion of her doctor and it was made into a novel,published shortly after her death.It was really touching how she struggled and carried on with her life. Her family did not give up on her too and supported her throughout her life, being there for her.Her positive attitude really inspired to carry on when I was not really in the mood to do something.I wished I could tell you how I feel but this is the 1st time that I am finding it hard to actually express how I feel.Partly because I am still halfway into finishing this series. One of her quote that I find meaningful is this..

"Life is limited yet time is never ending".

I totally agreed and think that this is very true. Our lifespan on earth is approximately 60 to 70 years and we ought to live it to the fullest. I myself have been guilty of spending my time focusing on stuffs I ought not to. Yet it took me so long to come to realise this. In life,there's more for me to do and more for me to give. I do hope that I will be able to spend the rest of my life serving and giving my best to people who need me, do you? This series has actually brought me to tears..YES!TZH CRIED!One of the series I would remembered till my memory fails me.

I have learnt to treasure people around me even more now. Each and everyday means so much as I continue watching this series.Let's continue to strive for a better tomorrow no matter what comes our way and embraced the spirit of Aya as we lived on.

Aya Kitou(July 19 1962-may 23 1988), you will forever be my hero and inspiration....

TZH out to continue the series...

p/s:the actress in the drama is cute too!:P

Updates!!!!!

Been long since I posted anything here.Sorry for the absence!Haha.Been kind of busy lately.Quite a number of events took place these past few days and I enjoyed every1 of it!Well,church opening was last Saturday and we had lotsa fun watching magic shows,performing puppets,just enjoying the carnival and have friends coming over.The preparation and cleaning up was really tiring though.Then,I went for a movie with Yosh,Ryan,Ly and Nelson on Sunday night.Ratatouille!It was a really nice and sweet movie.Funny and just cute.It's a special movie in a league of its own.So,dont bother to compare it with Spider-man or Shrek.Monday was pretty quiet and Tuesday night was mamak session with an old friend,coming back from KL and just "canon" till midnight.Cleaned up the youth center on wednesday and had the Eden Gotong-royong meeting at night before another mamak session with Yosh.We eventually walked home after makan cause no transport.Haha.Thursday is WeeLee's bday so we went out and celebrated it.We were kind of unlucky as 3 shops we intended to go never open!What the heck!Well,we did get to have dinner after that and off home we went.Later tonight going to celebrate my "sister",Erin's birthday!haha..busy weekend up ahead with a picnic tomorrow and the gotong-royong on SUN!Til then,chill ladies and gentlemen!

PU1F1

Well, a friend of mine commented that my blog is kinda not being up to date. So, I have decided to post about my class..PU1F1. It's a physics class for those who dont know. 1st up, we have Miss Jeanette Hong at the post of monitor, funny and cute at times but also very terrible horrible and vegetables at times..:P Then, ther's Minister of Finance, Teo Mei Qi. A way too responsible treasurer that will eat you up unless you pay up. Next up, our maths 2 teacher favourite student, Samuel Chong Song Ang. Loves to sing and creates jokes. He can really sing in such high pitch that the windows glasses broke!Kidding!haha..

Then, we have TWINS, the unseparable Low Wei Qian and Tan Hui Ying. Both are born in 1990 , still single and available.Interested,anyone? There's also Noor Fadzhillah, the only malay student in my class. Though she's the only malay, we do get together pretty well. The SHE of STAB is next in the list, Ng Soo Sien, Sia Siew Hoon and Sam Li Chian. 3 quiet and hardworking girls. There's also Sir Pei and Song Ang's best friend, Jocelyn in my class. Not to forget, the adorable yet strong and tough Chang Lee Ming. Mess with her at your own risk!

Well, I guess we have enough of girls, dont we?Time for some hunks of PU1F1. 1st up, standing at 1.90 m, Tee Shi Feng. A very polite and friendly guy. Good in basketball and badminton. Then, there's his best mates, Ren Wei and Wei Song. 2 really great guys to hang up with. Wei Song is a really good artist while Ren Wei is a friend you can count on. Then, we have Lim Jien Wai. A really funny guy with lotsa tricks up his sleeve. His best friend, Jun Jiat is a quiet guy but also very friendly. Did I mention Jun Jiat is pretty rich?:X. Next stop, Set Ying Zhi. A transfer student from Mersing with lots of stories to tell. Tan Yong Liang is another transfer student in my class. A little low self esteem but overall seems quite a nice guy.:). Up next, Ivan Wu.Proud product of SMKTK,scoring straight As in SPM and by far the most good-looking guy in class(Dont stone me!).A friend who would be there when you need him too. Not to forget Lai Jin Hui, who seems to be everywhere in class. When there's a conversation, there's Jin Hui. Not forgetting the 2 whizzes of F1, Lim Wee Lee and Ian Siah.If you ever encounter any problems in Maths or Physics, they are the ones to approach. Last but not least, there's Pei Kee who is so determined to switch to Arts Streams and Thivagar, the only Indian in my class. Finally, I would like to say, I really like my class with these interesting characters!

p/s:If i did left out anyone..dont hit me!

TAGGED...

Ok..so my gud fren,mr gideon koh tagged me and i m so called supposed to complete this survey..

Name 20 persons you can think of, do this survey, and tag 5 people:

1.Gideon
2.Ivan
3.Paulus
4.Jean
5.Meiqi
6.Weishin
7.Ruishuang
8.Joanna
9.Ryan
10.Shi Hao
11.Chris
12.Tien Hui
13.Song An
14.Yosh
15.Daniel Eh
16.Huiying
17.Erin
18.Isaac Lee
19.Wei Song
20.Shao Liang

Questions:
1. How did you meet #14(Yosh)
Met him thru yf..been a real nice big bro to me

2. What would you do if you hadn鈥檛 met #1 (Gideon)
Man..life would never be the same..no1 to clown v..talk drums v..and no1 for me to bully and kacau once in awhile!haha!

3. What would you do if #20 (Shao Liang) and #9 (Ryan) dated?
Eh..I dont think they would be interested in one another in the 1st place..and they are both guys!I would stop that from happening!

4. Would #6 (Weishin) and #17 (Erin) make a good couple?
Maybe..only times can tell it all..For now I know,Erin is taken..haha

5. Describe #3 (Paulus)
passionate for God,a good leader and friend,totally different from his brother and a very nice person to hang out with.

6. Do you think #8 (Joanna Tang) is attractive?
Oh yes..very!:P

7. Tell me something about #7 (Ruishuang).
Blur case..nice friend though..oh yea..high level of patience..haha..kena annoyed by me numerous times..

8.Do you know anything about #12 (Tien Hui)?
She got an elder bro and older sis and studies in SMCC..does that counts as anything?

9.What is #1 (Gideon) favourite food?
MAMAK..

10.What will you do if #11 (Chris) confesses that he/she likes you?
Ntg..he's a guy..I am a guy..we like each other as friend..anything wrong with that?

11.What language does #15 (Daniel Eh) speak?
Fluent English..he got band 6 for MUET..dun play play..

12.Who is #9 (Ryan) going out with?
No idea..no1 for now..i think...

13.How old is #16 (Huiying)?
18

14.When is the last time you talked to #13 (Song An)?
This morning in school..discussing about his attire..

15.Who is #2 (Ivan)'s favourite singer?
No idea..he likes lotsa songs..into classical music into..hm..i tink he abit giler abt Zhang Hui Mei with all her sad ballads

16.Would you date #4 (Jean)?
My youth pastor and family said..NO DATING FOR NOW!

17.Would you date #7 (Ruishuang)?
Refer the answer in question 16

18. Is #15 (Daniel) single?
I think so..

19.What is #10 (Shi Hao)'s last name?
Wey

20.Would you consider being in a relationship with #19 (Wei Song)?
Nop..because he's a guy and he's unavailable

21.What school did #16 (Huiying) go to?
Chong Eng,SMCC and currently STK

22.Where does #6 (Weishin) live?
Somewhere in Lian Seng,currently resides in KT due to studies

23.What is your favourite thing about #5 (Meiqi)?
hm..everything?

24.What do you think about #13 (Song An)?
funny fella..and nice fren to have

25.What do #4 (Jean) and #18 (Isaac) have in common?
Christians..speak gud english..sociable..hm..tat's all i tink..

26.What special qualities does #5 (Meiqi) have?
Helpful and a little sweet..:)

I tagged:

1.ShaoLiang
2.Song An
3.Joanna
4.Ruishuang
5.Weishin

CHill and Have FUN!

Perfect

Have you ever felt inferior of yourself when you see others doing so much better?Have you ever got jealous when your friends perform better in certain areas?Have you ever really felt beaten up when you could not achieve what your friends could?Well, I have...

In life,we tend to want to achieve the best and be the best in everything.Pushing ourselves way beyond our own limits and felt like a loser when you could not achieve something your friends did.Well,I think all this perceptions are pretty wrong eh?

I am learning on how to cut down my mistakes and learning to be some1 that I really am for God showed me all of us are different and special.

Perfect not in our eyes but His....

Close Shave

The story begins when I went over to Song An's place to complete some English scrapbook stuffs.So we took about 3 hours to finish our job, along with lotsa craps and fun in between. I found out that Ian and Wee Lee doesnt listen to much english songs. Need to start brainwashing them with some english pop culture.Hehe..

Then, we went out for dinner. Ian did something incredible.(Sorry Ian,dun mean to cuci u).He DROVE ON THE WRONG SIDE OF THE LANE!There was also a car coming in the opposite direction.We nearly collided!What's funnier is that the car in the opposite direction thought he/she was driving on the wrong lane and tried to switch over!Haha

What a day man!

L.O.V.E

Love,a word simple yet meaningful.I know what is going through some of your mind now.You most probably are thinking about how a boy and a girl meets and fell in love and some fairy tale ending to their lifes.:P.Well,the LOVE that I am gonna post about is rather different.It's based on a true story....

" Sun Qing-rong was on her way to a market 19 years ago when a chance encountered change her life forever.Her family would never be the same again either.A hospital worker carrying an infant came up,thrust 20 yuan(RM10) at her and told her to find a way to get rid of the one day old baby girl.Madam Sun,now 56,recalls the incident like it happened yesterday.
"The woman told me the baby's parents didnt want her because she was their second daughter.She said I could adopt the baby if I wanted to,give her away to someone else or throw her away,"she said.
"I was horrified.A baby is not a chicken or a dog,how can we just throw it away?"
She turned down the money,but took home the baby.It did not matter that she already had 5 children of her own.Nor did she care that life was a struggle,as the family lived from hand-to-mouth on her husband's meagre income as a rag-and-bone man of about 800-1000 yuan(RM500)."

The couple eventually adopted 14 baby girls as the years passed by.They went through hunger and borrowed tonnes of money just for the girls'sake when they arent even their own flesh and blood.Reading this makes me ponder..when's the last time we really slow down on our path and have a look at things around us?When's the last time we ever reach out and sacrifice something to help others?I aint saying we should go hungry to save others.Don't get me wrong!But this type of love that the couple has,how many of us can claim we can do the same?

I cant help but to think that we are all just like the baby girls,abandoned into this world and had God not sent His son to die for us,what would have happened to us?Will you and I still be here?Such love is indescribable and priceless.The story also reminded me of being contented.The couple was happy to skip a meal or two,just so that there'll be enough for the girls and went through life without complaining as they brought up all the babies they adopted.I myself for one,would grumble and complained at how tough life is and how broke I am,yet the couple I talked about earlier could still make ends meet and be happy.Life may not be haven for them but they are all happy and contented.So,maybe we should all look at things a little bit more positively..:)

Most importantly,I am reminded of how blessed I am that I have family members who love and care for me.The girls adopted by the couple wasnt so fortunate as they were abandoned but Mdm Sun and her husband made a huge difference in their life,by providing them with love,care and shelter.So,the next time your parents asked you to do something..stop grumbling and do it!

To some of my friends who are having a little problem,hang in there and be strong,k?:)

Let us all just slow ourselves down and perhaps begin to help people who need us?We may not be able to do much but for every effort we did,it means alot and it does counts.

TZH out!

Down and Out..

Been feeling abit tired recently,both in terms of physical and mental.Well,I have been waking up at 4 or 5 am in the morning everyday.I think in the not so distant future,I am going to be a China's treasure.Haha.Well,I think I slept too much in the afternoon too.So,yea..kind of leading a twisted lifestyle?Hm,been so caught up with alot of things happening around me lately.I barely passed or should I say..I failed all my subjects in the 1st test..Haha..abit down but not totally sad.:P..

Well,when we are down and out,what would we most probably do?I would curse and scold and do alot more stupid stuffs.How about you?There are so much grudges that I am holding on and sometimes I channel my anger the wrong way.People around me might be the victim when I snapped or maybe even my own hands due to punching the walls in my room.There are a lot of times I am just so frustrated at myself and just been down on mood.Ok,that is so not TZH.But yea,I don't deny I see some changes in myself;both good and bad.There is always 1 weakness of mine that I find it pretty hard to overcome.I speak without thinking how the other party would feel and I would find happiness in teasing or making others sad.Scary,right?

But I have been learning alot throughout this 7 months.Every trials I have come across did not bring me down(OK..I was down) but I think I learnt lots.MOre than I have ever learnt in the past in matter of months.One very important lesson I learnt is to put your head on stuffs it's needed!I think I have some slight problem with concentration.Of course,letting go and just caring for one another a little bit more.I think if I were in the past,I would not bother much about people who needs help.I mean,duh..so many others out there,why do they need me?I'll help if there is a benefit.haha.So,every actions I do is more than meet the eyes.:P

Hm,just thought of sharing a song with you all...

Beautiful Saviour
by Planet Shakers


Jesus, Beautiful Saviour,
God of all Majesty,
Risen king,
Lamb of God,
Holy and righteous,
Blessed redeemer,
Bright morning star
All the heavens shout your praise,
All creation bow to worship You

How wonderful, how beautiful,
Name above every name, exalted high
How wonderful, how beautiful,
Jesus your name, name above every name, Jesus

I will sing forever, Jesus I love you, Jesus I love you

p/s:to those I have hurt due to my words and those I have annoyed,I sincerely apologise.:)

THE NEXT TIME YOU ARE DOWN,THINK OF A LITTLE THING CALLED FAITH.HOLD ONTO GOD AND THINGS WILL TURN AROUND.:)

Insane and Sane...

Recently something broke out in school.I shant move into details about that but that event made me feel like posting out what's on my mind.Have it ever crossed your mind that it's kinda good to be living in your own world,where you dont have to worry so much?I do.Insane some people would call it,others would say it means fantasizing.Who actually has the scale to measure it in the 1st place?Being in our so-called normal state isnt a very good thing after all..Insanity and sanity is just separated by a thin line.We,tend to fight with ourselves,contradict with one another and felt lost tonnes of times.So,which is actually better?

I have learnt of a little thing called faith.Through trials and tribulations we can try to vent our anger and disappointment in a bad way,but trust me..that will made you feel so much worse.Not any better.Learning how to let go and hang onto the hope that God have provided us with comes in very handy at such times.When you are weak,HE is strong.

Something one of my teachers said today struck me hard too.In times of difficulties,how many of us can claim ourselves as friends to those who need us?Sometimes a little bit of care can change so much.I am guiilty of running away when problems arise and discriminating people.But I shall not do it anymore for we are all the same in God's eyes.Some people are strong enough to stand up again on his own when he falls.Others need friends.So let us all look into the needs of others and not just let the world revolves around yourself.

p/s:I am not insane..no worries..haha

17th July 2007...

What a day!We,the lower form sixers finished our test today,well with mixed feelings though.Some were happy,most were..ESCTATIC!Haha.NOt because we can scored but we scraped through our 2 days of test and boy,what a relieve!It so happens that today is my kawan lama,MR IVAN WU ZHIA MING"S BIRTHDAY!Happy Birthday dude!18 dy ar!Dont play play..do wrong go jail dy!:P

So,the class organized a "field trip" to the famous K PARADE.So about 15 of us gathered there and went bowling.We spent about an hour or so there and cleaning up the "longkang" for the bowling centre.Hehe..Then,Song An and the gangs went to get stuffs organized at KFC while jean,me,peikee and lee ming are supposed to bring Ivan around to buy some time.So off we went to CHHS to watch some boys in action!:P

Then,Song An called..the moment the match was getting excited!Ish..So we travelled back to KFC,with Ivan's eyes wrapped around by a piece of towel!When we arrived at KFC,everyone was looking at us in a VERY WEIRD WAY..I wished I could post pictures but yea..we'll save that for some other day..hehe..So we sang him a birthday song and MAKAN!Haha..That sums up today!It was one of the most exciting birthday celebrated this year!

p/s:I realise I am going broke..donations anyone?

Changes

I like changes in life.I like to be in new enviroment,knowing people,doing things I never do before.I enjoy changes as a matter of fact.But for once in my life,I just wish that there would not be so many changes.Do you?2007 has been really weird for me.I think I am beginning to pay attention to things that's happening to me and happening around me.I just wish that all the changes that occured had not happened.Man,7 months in...felt like 7 years!

p/s:friday the 13th today..bad luck anybody?

Regrets..

Have you ever come across a time in your life where you start questioning yourself if it's worth doing certain things?Say..will I regret I do so and so..or does it do me any good?I bet every1 out ther does..So,is it ok to regret and dwell over certain decisions or actions we took and made?
Just thought of that all of a sudden..hehe..wat you think?Leave a room to ponder..the next time you wanna regret over something..think twice..OK..mayb THRICE if you are SLOW..:P..

true sacrifice expect no return..agree anybody?hm....

HOLA!

Hey everyone!TZH is glad to announce that TZH IS BACK!!!

Some of you might have been taken aback by my past 2 posts..sorry ya!I guess I was wondering too much..living in my own dream..HAHA!Well,I felt all the burdens off me now..so CHILL!!

Continueto visit here ya!AND POST SMTG..:P..Been quite here..:)

Actions speak louder than words

"Praise God when we win, praise God when we lose"

The phrase we all are being taught and the way we ought to act in our lifes.But just how many of us can actually do that?I am not trying to point my finger at anyone or whatsoever.So,chill!It's just that it's always easier to say such words than doing it when we face with some problems.I guess when we encounter problems and we are finding it really hard to overcome it,we need to seek the strength from the Lord and share with some1.I am learning how to do that right now..

The 1st week of july hasnt been real good to me..What's next?

I dont know..I really dont..

For now..tzh is out...

Struggles..

I had a bad day on Friday.To begin with,I was out with friends till 3 am the day before watching Transformers so I got a little nagging from my dad.Then come the leo agm after school.Well,I went for it with some friends,expecting to at least land myself some small post to fulfil the koko criteria.Turns did not turned out the way I expected.I got boycotted by some juniors who I barely know.Then,form sixers from other schools just went on to claim post after post.I was really feeling moody as I was nominated yet nobody voted.It's kinda like making me such a fool in front of at least 50 ppl.I was really angry and down the moment I know I was being played a fool.But then again,I kept telling myself..mayb this isnt the club for you.I could have just slammed the door and walked out of the classroom.But i didn't.I even went on to crack a few jokes and just went on with it.I realise that such trials and disappointments can sometimes meant to be test for me.I chose to forgive those who treated me like some kind of clown and just try not to think too much about it.After all,when you are cursed,you bless.I do believe that God allows things to happen around us for a good reason.But to accept such event is kind of hard.I learnt to surrender all my struggles to God,and accept what may come.It's hard..but yea..I am learning...

Moving on,Transformers is a movie really worth watching!I stayed out with ryan and weishin till 3 am for the sake of the movie and we did not regret a single bit.HAHA..People,WATCH IT!!!

Sayonara..Adios..

Well,I have come to notice that I am really and seriously addicted to my pc.I started my journey in Form 6 a month ago and up till now,I kind of maintain the old attitude I have in studies.I just do my homework,sometimes not and just spend the rest of the time hanging around.I have managed to somehow scrap through every examination so far and I promise myself to change at the start of this year.But guess what,I am still wasting time now and then,here and there!Okiez.So it's time to bid my pc goodbye and to the rest of my on9 mates.

Yes,you are not dreaming.I am gonna fast from my pc until I feel that it's necessary to on9.I will only on9 on fridays or saturdays and if any of you ever see me signing in during weekdays..feel free to put some sense back into me!It's time to start the engine and hope that I can still catch up with those F1 engines of my friends.Haha.

So,bye bye for now!

Failure

In life,we all tend to fail sometimes and it's ok to fail.I never really was into the craps of people who said that we should never fail in anything we do.True failure begins when one stop trying.
I was just struck that my ego had gotten the better of me in my favourite sport-basketball.I was just so high in ego into looking down on people and that I am good enough for this or good enough for that.I was such an idiot!!!ARGH!!!

When I played basketbal just now,I sucked!I totally do!And yet I was telling some1 I felt that I am quite good in it!Total fool!But I guess this is how God speak to me..constantly reminding me to be humble and just give my best in the game,not letting my ego ride over me.I just feel posting this down.So whoever sees me saying things or doing things I should not..hey,just come forward and give me a knock on my head.I would seriously thank you for that.

p/s:I still got tonnes of homework!!Argh!!!!

Decisions....

Have you ever come to a time where you need to make a decision and yet you find it so hard to come to one?Whether you should go ahead with something or just back off?Does all this actually sounds familiar to you?Well,at least it does to me.As I grow older,I find that there are more and more decisions that I need to make and every decision is not an easy one.I will always tend to struggle to come to a decision and upon doing so,I will get "mood swings".Haha,well for those who knows me more as a typical joker,I do have times when I am down!Yes!I do get moody!Well,I have come to realise that all these worrying and thinking will make you lose focus in most of the things you do.Is it something bad?That I shall leave it to you all to decide.

I was reading Ryan's blog some time ago(I forgot when!) and he said about giving everything of you to God during worship,not just rejoicing but also bring your problems to Him for He shall bring peace back into your heart.I felt God was really speaking to me that day as I did my quiet time and learnt that we should not lie or cheat God,thinking we can get away with it for God knows everything.There is no point of us trying to hide our emotions or problems before Him.Instead,we should surrender them to God.Our joy and pains and and have faith that He will provide.I choose to surrender everything to God and keep my finger cross that each problems or questions I have in my mind,He will resolve them.

What about you?

The Start Of Something New

Holidays end today and school begins tomorrow.Time to get cracking;for real!!No more holidays till the month of September.Seems rather long to me.Well,I just came back from a 5 days vacation in our Singapore and believe it or not,it has been 10 years since I last stepped into Singapore.I went there by train and once again,KTM showed us how efficient their train is by being late for 45 minutes.I spent half my day in the train.ARGH!!!!Went to my cousin's place and then makan.That pretty much sums up the 1st day.

Went to Sentosa the next day.Had lotsa fun there.Wait!!Did I mention Vivo City?That place is a haven for every gals.It's made for gals.The ratio of shops for guys to gals is about 1:5.Top recommendation from me!Gals..be sure you bring enough money!Ate a fastfood that is not available here in Malaysia called Carl's Jr and the burger is really huge.Enough for 2 person.Hehe.

Well,went to the Singapore Zoo too.It's cool.Sorry to say,way better than the ones we have in Malaysia.Walked till kaki mahu patah ar..I stayed at home on Friday night as my cousin brought my sis out to St James Powerstation.I wasnt allowed to go in so I cant follow the gang.Overall,this trip has been great.:)

That's all for now!